Dwengyn

Dwengyn

Member
May 16, 2023
6
So I've decided on a range of dates when I want to ctb. I know I need to make certain arrangements for afterwards - arrange finances/bills and stuff, disposal, my goodbyes (at least as close as I can get without arousing suspicion), and what to do with my stuff. What's some other things I might have to do before? Just to make things easier after I'm gone.
 
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thot88

Student
Apr 11, 2023
128
My plans are to pay off my €2,000 loan. Clean the house and pack some of my things. And just before leaving, reset the mobile phone and tablet to factory settings. So that the relatives have as little work and things to organize as possible.

I also have to prepare a message that my departure is not anyone's fault but my own choice when my brain is not working normally.
 
Dwengyn

Dwengyn

Member
May 16, 2023
6
What's your method?
Right now I'm deciding between SN or just overdosing on my stashed antidepressants and downing it with half a bottle of whiskey. Nothing finalized yet.
 
Stuckinpast28

Stuckinpast28

Drifter of life
Jul 9, 2023
63
Right now I'm deciding between SN or just overdosing on my stashed antidepressants and downing it with half a bottle of whiskey. Nothing finalized yet.
Not a good idea to overdose on antidepressants too many things can go wrong. If you are dead set on the chemical method I would suggest using the SN way it has better odds of killing you than being able to survive. Also, you might want to check what you want your last day to be like. Maybe have a last supper or watch your favorite movie for the last time. On my side, I definitely will listen to a bunch of my favorite songs before I CTB.
 
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eashanm

God
Feb 22, 2023
512
You might wanna sort out your social profiles
 
Dwengyn

Dwengyn

Member
May 16, 2023
6
You might wanna sort out your social profiles
I don't have social media actually. Just this and an inactive twitter. So good on that front.
Not a good idea to overdose on antidepressants too many things can go wrong. If you are dead set on the chemical method I would suggest using the SN way it has better odds of killing you than being able to survive. Also, you might want to check what you want your last day to be like. Maybe have a last supper or watch your favorite movie for the last time. On my side, I definitely will listen to a bunch of my favorite songs before I CTB.
I just have a lot of antidepressants stocked up, so it's just more convenient. SN would be my preferred, but I've considered a gunshot just because it's more lethal but messier.
 
MyChoiceAlone

MyChoiceAlone

sleep deprived and/or drunk
Jul 23, 2023
1,212
i know next to nothing about pills. i would double check that the ones you plan to use and the dosage will be lethal enough and that you won't be needing antiemetics.
 
DeadManLiving

DeadManLiving

Ticketholder
Sep 9, 2022
284
Why would you pay off the $2000 loan? Donate the money or splurge on something. But throwing it away to debt collectors is like putting it through a shredder.
 
Octavia

Octavia

“I’d… rather kill myself.”
Mar 4, 2023
363
Why would you pay off the $2000 loan? Donate the money or splurge on something. But throwing it away to debt collectors is like putting it through a shredder.
A deceased's outstanding debts can affect what becomes of their assets iirc
 

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