What are 3 things you plan on doing the day you CTB?

[Toonloon]

I am a planner. I plan everything. If you are too than maybe you thought of this as well. What are 3 things you plan on doing the day you CTB? It can be more than 3.

Me: 1 I'm going to eat all the sushi I can I eat before vomiting.

2) I'm going to get all pretty in my best dress and find the losers who called me ugly in school. Let them see the ugly duckling actually can turn into a swan.

3) I'm going to eat ice cream until I'm sick while watching my favorite cartoons from a kid.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I have to fast since I'll be using SN but I'll try to play myself out by listening to all my favorite music or reminiscing on my favorite moments in movies and shows.

 

[ChobaniFlipSmores]

I am a planner. I plan everything. If you are too than maybe you thought of this as well. What are 3 things you plan on doing the day you CTB? It can be more than 3.

Me: 1 I'm going to eat all the sushi I can I eat before vomiting.

2) I'm going to get all pretty in my best dress and find the losers who called me ugly in school. Let them see the ugly duckling actually can turn into a swan.

3) I'm going to eat ice cream until I'm sick while watching my favorite cartoons from a kid.

So not a method where you have to fast?

 

[Darkmoon Queen]

I don't think I'll do anything, tbh. Might play some vidya. Look at some old photos.

 

[ChobaniFlipSmores]

I'm renting an AirBnB on an oceanfront beach. We should party! Bring the sushi!

 

[BeautifulMosaics]

Gosh, I don't think I want to think too much and get too appreciative of life or it might make me change my mind. I'm also a music lover so if I start getting deep into appreciating music I might be there for hours and it might take me off course. I know people may say if these things make you change your mind you're not ready to ctb but I feel like I have to.

I'm going to arrive at the hotel early in the morning and plan to be gone by afternoon. Not much I can do.

1. Dress up and do makeup. Be shaved and groomed.

Anything else will take me off focus. My mind is never satisfied with one thing, how will I choose one movie/cartoon to watch without appreciating the rest?

 

[ChobaniFlipSmores]

Gosh, I don't think I want to think too much and get too appreciative of life or it might make me change my mind. I'm also a music lover so if I start getting deep into appreciating music I might be there for hours and it might take me off course. I know people may say if these things make you change your mind you're not ready to ctb but I feel like I have to.

I'm going to arrive at the hotel early in the morning and plan to be gone by afternoon. Not much I can do.

1. Dress up and do makeup. Be shaved and groomed.

Anything else will take me off focus.

What kind of music?

 

[AnotherTragicName]

If I knew how to have a good time, even a good last die, I wouldn't have to catch the bus in the first place, i guess. :D

Just wanna follow through, don't care to much of my last day. Maybe ill listen to some good music, think about people and moments, reflect on life, meditate. Maybe I'll just watch stupid stuff on youtube to avoid thinking and dull me, i don't know. Walks in nature are also possible.

 

[BeautifulMosaics]

What kind of music?

All kinds: Jazz, Reggae, RnB, Soul, Pop, Blues, Dance/Electro, Bossa Nova, Brazillian.. So many hours I could spend

 

[ChobaniFlipSmores]

Man, I miss live dance/house music.

 

[TriggerHappy]

I'm renting an AirBnB on an oceanfront beach. We should party! Bring the sushi!

I've been trying to organize an "End of My World New Years eve Departure Party" loads of sn shooters n H n killer sounds...
Almost Jonestown revisited :: imagine the newsreels if we did it?!
Won't happen, wouldn't want this site to get risked because of my insane ego maniacal destructiveness....
A man can dream.....

Man, I miss live dance/house music.

Just been whining about Full Moon Ə Party's on other page.
KindrƏd spirits!?

 

[ChobaniFlipSmores]

I've been trying to organize an "End of My World New Years eve Departure Party" loads of sn shooters n H n killer sounds...
Almost Jonestown revisited :: imagine the newsreels if we did it?!
Won't happen, wouldn't want this site to get risked because of my insane ego maniacal destructiveness....
A man can dream.....

Just been whining about Full Moon Ə Party's on other page.
KindrƏd spirits!?

Eh...I very much don't want to make the news.

 

[TriggerHappy]

Eh...I very much don't want to make the news.

oh me either :: i just wander whatever happened to those suicide death cults... i'm on a rural farm u can't get more insanely isolated than that (yay!), they'd probably never find me anyway :: be a bit like the burning man...!

 

[FuneralCry]

There is nothing that I enjoy and all I want to do is to exit this existence.
1. Making sure the method does not fail.
This is an important one, as I have already failed at everything in life, I do not want to add ctb to the list
Maybe making sure my note is finished and listening to some music before I hopefully get the peace that I am looking for.

 

[Toonloon]

I've been trying to organize an "End of My World New Years eve Departure Party" loads of sn shooters n H n killer sounds...
Almost Jonestown revisited :: imagine the newsreels if we did it?!
Won't happen, wouldn't want this site to get risked because of my insane ego maniacal destructiveness....
A man can dream.....

Just been whining about Full Moon Ə Party's on other page.
KindrƏd spirits!?

That actually sounds really cool though.

 

[TriggerHappy]

spend a few days travelling round my childhood hometown
will book into hotel
plan to do a ctb pagan ritual in the 'park' near where I grew up ::
was where I took my first steps, spent awesome times with my family, took my mom to (lake) while she was on chemo - talked about Journey of Souls book (my similar truth) / 1st sexual experience so only fitting i head to the afterlife from there ::
my family have asked that I not do it at my home / farmhouse :: inconvenient.
yeah, awesome stuff I live with! It's liberating I guess...

erm...maybe its wierd but I'm actually a happier person I know I'm going to ctb :: I've had an awesome / shite life :: i find some of us take ourselves/ each other way too seriously, get offended too quickly...?! maybe suicidal ideation is too frustratingly real and serious (because of the fear maybe?)
You are all invited to join my cult!
Admission is the aim go out with an evil glint in the corner of yr eye and a fuck-you smirk in the corner of yr mouth.

Do not go gentle into that good night....

 

[ReflectionOfTrauma]

I am a planner. I plan everything. If you are too than maybe you thought of this as well. What are 3 things you plan on doing the day you CTB? It can be more than 3.

Me: 1 I'm going to eat all the sushi I can I eat before vomiting.

2) I'm going to get all pretty in my best dress and find the losers who called me ugly in school. Let them see the ugly duckling actually can turn into a swan.

3) I'm going to eat ice cream until I'm sick while watching my favorite cartoons from a kid.

Your plans are really sweet
Here are my thoughts of how I would spend my last day:

-eat good, expensive sushi (yes! Best choice)
-watch some nostalgic anime like "erased" or "death parade"
-listen to my favorite music
-look at the sunrise and let my body feel so lonely, like always when I am not doing anything to stay busy

 

[Lady black]

-Wearing my favourite clothes
-Eating a good last meal
-thinking about the girl of my dreams
-die

 

[ReflectionOfTrauma]

-Wearing my favourite clothes
-Eating a good last meal
-thinking about the girl of my dreams
-die

It's simple, yet nice plan

Also, if you like that style of drawing like in your avatar, I have something similar

 

[TriggerHappy]

Oh, an afterthought re :: afterlife :: am gonna completely use my addictive nature to manipulate awesome credit and then give it all to ngo's. Let them come find me in the afterlife to discuss repayment terms, fuckers.
tip: My wounded child within is the one wielding a giddy smile and an axe.
If you don't focus on the theft and deceit thing, it's good karma that is, huh?!

 

[Lady black]

It's simple, yet nice plan

Also, if you like that style of drawing like in your avatar, I have something similar

Oh yes I like that very much. Thanks a lot

 

[ChobaniFlipSmores]

oh me either :: i just wander whatever happened to those suicide death cults... i'm on a rural farm u can't get more insanely isolated than that (yay!), they'd probably never find me anyway :: be a bit like the burning man...!

Burning man is something like 100,000 plus people in an ultra flat desert. I think it temporarily becomes one of the top 5 cities in Nevada. Lol, it's super noticable.

Hmmm...maybe now I want to go to Burning Man before CTB.

 

[TriggerHappy]

Burning man is something like 100,000 plus people in an ultra flat desert. I think it temporarily becomes one of the top 5 cities in Nevada. Lol, it's super noticable.

Hmmm...maybe now I want to go to Burning Man before CTB.

I'm so sorry, the last thing I wanna be is a fkg pro-lifer!!
How u feel abt burning man is how I feel abt Revolver Berlin. Or Wonderland. Or the Rubber Ball at Compton. Or....
aaaargh. kill me now (it'll be a mercy killing).

 

[Bedrock48]

Apart from the obvious, most of my planned activities on the day are just simple comfort things

- A long hot shower
- Make some social media posts, nothing crazy or out of the ordinary just some last pics and posts to say 'I was here'
- Roast some marshmallows since no camping trip is complete without them
- Maybe I'll pray too, I'm not sure

I used to think I'd get dressed up in a really fancy outfit but that honestly just sounds uncomfortable. I'll probably just wear something casual or maybe some pyjamas

 

[motel rooms]

What are 3 things you plan on doing the day you CTB?

Don't call my 3 fuck buddies things!

 

[ReflectionOfTrauma]

Apart from the obvious, most of my planned activities on the day are just simple comfort things

- A long hot shower
- Make some social media posts, nothing crazy or out of the ordinary just some last pics and posts to say 'I was here'
- Roast some marshmallows since no camping trip is complete without them
- Maybe I'll pray too, I'm not sure

I used to think I'd get dressed up in a really fancy outfit but that honestly just sounds uncomfortable. I'll probably just wear something casual or maybe some pyjamas

Ctb in pajamas sounds so comfy, it would has been a little bit magical (nostalgic?).

Also ending up with marshmallows in your stomach, when you're ready to go must feels amazing.

 

[NotStrongEnough]

I am a planner. I plan everything. If you are too than maybe you thought of this as well. What are 3 things you plan on doing the day you CTB? It can be more than 3.

Me: 1 I'm going to eat all the sushi I can I eat before vomiting.

2) I'm going to get all pretty in my best dress and find the losers who called me ugly in school. Let them see the ugly duckling actually can turn into a swan.

3) I'm going to eat ice cream until I'm sick while watching my favorite cartoons from a kid.

Get as stupidly stoned as possible, start my playlist of songs I've created for this specifically. Haven't picked a method completely yet, but if I can eat, I'll probably order a shitton of food and gorge. Or maybe I'll do that the day before. Every time I think about this though, for some reason I can't get the scene in Girl, Interrupted out of my head and I just want to play "The End of the World" on repeat.
Man I wish I had the strength to do that LOL

 

[Bedrock48]

Ctb in pajamas sounds so comfy, it would has been a little bit magical (nostalgic?).

Also ending up with marshmallows in your stomach, when you're ready to go must feels amazing.

Thank you, I've been thinking over the details for a while and it just feels the most 'right'. I guess nostalgia is what I'm going for and will hopefully put my mind at ease.

 

[rationaltake]

I just want to be calm and happy to go. Hopefully not a traumatising method.

 

[mousebot]

for one id like to eat a lot of foods that i havent eaten in years, for one last time

For two id want to listen to music with someone and reflect on old times and how differently things couldve gone

For three i guess id like to do something outrageous or wild. I dont always feel like i want that part, i dont right now in fact, but i usually do