What age do you see yourself reaching?

[Cauliflour]

19 which i currently am i do not want to go past this point it's too hard

Yeah older people just expect you to deal with all these sudden big changes and then throw a fit if you decide to "take the easy way out" and kill yourself. Also doesn't help that they keep fucking up the planet and we have to deal with the consequences while they keep going on about "how easy the younger generation have it".

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

What's being 30 like? Some people say you're still in your youth but others say you're halfway in the grave...

Just saw a post where somebody has a 98 year old grandmother. 30 is young. You are in your young prime. However, having said that it is still 30 years on this planet in itself. Regardless of viewpoints, I think a lot of us will agree life is far too long based on the real possibility of living to 72 at bare minimum realistically.

 

[tiramisu]

i'm pretty sure i'll ctb by my birthday at the latest.

 

[LonelyPrince]

30 Is my limit, don't wanna go any further than that.

 

[_Gollum_]

It keeps going up as I keep missing the deadlines. 25 was supposed to be the max, but in a little over a month I'll be turning 26 so....I was thinking of CTBing the night before my birthday but I can't ethically do it due to its unfortunate timing with my brother's trip (my brother is the person I'm closest to and also the person who will be dealing with my will/belongings/etc.). Now the new deadline is 30 but my life has gotten so tolerable at this point that who knows.

 

[bleurobin]

I can't see myself getting past my early 40s and I'm perfectly fine with that. If I start pushing 45 and still alive then I'll be getting really agitated. Besides, I think by then I'll have all the projects I wanna make made and if I keep self harming at the rate I'm at then I'll be covered in stitches by my 40s anyway with my wrists gone floppy. Also life just seems to get depressing when you reach middle age: people start dying off, healthy living really matters so no more picky eating, hormones start fucking you over, detachment from the younger generation and I'd much rather just die young but not so young that the media starts going on about how much of a "tragedy" it is like they always do whenever a pretty girl in her teens/20s commits suicide. I don't want kids so no worries of traumatising children, it's a great plan! ...apart from my parents. They'd be retirement age at this point and all 4 of my grandparents are still alive so they'd probably still be alive too with these genes. They'd be really sad if they outlived me.

Makes me wonder how the older people on here have the will to keep going. If I woke up one day and 50 years of my life had passed, there's no way I'm sticking around.

I can't see myself getting past my early 40s and I'm perfectly fine with that. If I start pushing 45 and still alive then I'll be getting really agitated. Besides, I think by then I'll have all the projects I wanna make made and if I keep self harming at the rate I'm at then I'll be covered in stitches by my 40s anyway with my wrists gone floppy. Also life just seems to get depressing when you reach middle age: people start dying off, healthy living really matters so no more picky eating, hormones start fucking you over, detachment from the younger generation and I'd much rather just die young but not so young that the media starts going on about how much of a "tragedy" it is like they always do whenever a pretty girl in her teens/20s commits suicide. I don't want kids so no worries of traumatising children, it's a great plan! ...apart from my parents. They'd be retirement age at this point and all 4 of my grandparents are still alive so they'd probably still be alive too with these genes. They'd be really sad if they outlived me.

Makes me wonder how the older people on here have the will to keep going. If I woke up one day and 50 years of my life had passed, there's no way I'm sticking around.

23 now and def not gonna see 24

 

[Rihan]

I hope to never live to see my 25th birthday.