Help Welp, it was quick.

[skreewie]

Hi
Since my last post, I've been looking for where to CTB using the train. But well, things have gone shit. The railways are fenced for wild animals not to enter, and the other one or two good places are too far away from the city I live in. I'm angry to myself that I lied myself on how I was going to escape this hell, while the reality is that I'm stuck in this shit filled place.
I just wanted to go peacefully, but I might consider jumping as an option now. I don't know.

I'm such a fucking loser, been depressed for a very long time but too lazy to die, just complaining about everything and continuing the suffering.
I need some advice frens, my minds bogging me nonstop, so it's really hard to think about a solution.
I need a free and easy way to go.
Wish I just had a shotgun so I could blow my heads to the wall right now, easy and quick.

Ugh, that's all.

 

[Ash]

I've just replied to another thread that there is no "easy" way to go. Most of us have failed attempts under our belts.

 

[skreewie]

I've just replied to another thread that there is no "easy" way to go. Most of us have failed attempts under our belts.

Yeah just saw that, and I understand.
I just need to get over the SI when its time to jump, I think.

 

[FuneralCry]

I also wish for a straightforward way to just permanently cease existing, it's so cruel and horrible to me how people cannot just choose to easily die in peace. To me having the option to just fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep would be such a relief. But anyway best wishes, I understand that it's dreadful feeling so trapped in this existence.

 

[skreewie]

I also wish for a straightforward way to just permanently cease existing, it's so cruel and horrible to me how people cannot just choose to easily die in peace. To me having the option to just fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep would be such a relief. But anyway best wishes, I understand that it's dreadful feeling so trapped in this existence.

Absolutely, just drifting away into peace without any efforts.
Sounds perfect.