Well, whichever way you choose to go out, can’t be as bad as William Afton’s death right?

[Siamese Believe]

Having your organs punctured, and plugged by metal parts, and your bones crushed. Being completely unable to scream and drowning in your own blood for several minutes.

I try to think about many horrific ways that people die, both fictional and real people. Helps me feel more confident in my ability to be able to end it.

Many people choose self-immolation despite it being arguably the most painful method you can choose, and even knowing the pain they'll face. Samurai also used to splice their guts open and die slowly, willingly.

I want to believe that death finds a way, life is not easy for everyone. And unfortunately not even death can be easy for all. But the reward is a peace that the living cannot access, a peace so valuable that it justifies the means.

YOU will be free, but others will still have to get up and go to work, pay bills, upkeep the house, maintain their tedious life, etc. They can suffer, they can hurt, they can feel. But you have returned home.

But maybe I'm coping lol. What do you think? I mean all of this is coming from someone who's never even broken a single bone before.

 

[OzymandiAsh]

Fun post. I would rank drowning, suffocating with plastic bag and other methods as more 'painful' or uncomfortable than self-immolation imo (unless you achieved unconsciousness before drowning/suffocating).

But I agree with your overall outlook pretty much.

 

[WhatCouldHaveBeen32]

Junko Furuta's (rest in peace) death (if you count the 44 days of torture until her death) is way worse and it's probably one of the worst faiths a human can have.