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hotelandrea

the winter will take me with it
Jan 22, 2026
11
i did a partial hanging test, found the sweet spot i need to aim for when the time actually comes. everything i've read is correct, it only takes a few seconds before you feel like you are going to pass out.

i'm blown away at how easy it's going to be, i think i've been too caught up in the logistics of planning everything else to even consider that the actual method might be the easy part. it's oddly comforting.
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Experienced
Dec 24, 2025
287
oh u make me want to decide on hanging as my method, i'm jealous
 
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hotelandrea

the winter will take me with it
Jan 22, 2026
11
oh u make me want to decide on hanging as my method, i'm jealous
it wasn't my first choice, but i couldn't find a way to get H and trying to get a gun in my state is a long process + not even guaranteed given my mental health history. i wasn't feeling very good about it, but the test did ease some of my anxieties about failure.
 
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OzymandiAsh

aNoMaLy
Nov 6, 2025
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i did a partial hanging test, found the sweet spot i need to aim for when the time actually comes. everything i've read is correct, it only takes a few seconds before you feel like you are going to pass out.

i'm blown away at how easy it's going to be, i think i've been too caught up in the logistics of planning everything else to even consider that the actual method might be the easy part. it's oddly comforting.
Im also jealous. I hope I can find my sweet spot if the other methods I attempt fail. Any tips? Ligature type and size?
 
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hotelandrea

the winter will take me with it
Jan 22, 2026
11
Im also jealous. I hope I can find my sweet spot if the other methods I attempt fail. Any tips? Ligature type and size?
i used a wallet chain for my test, i wanted something with more weight to it because i was only testing by pulling it tight with my hands, not actually trying any sort of suspension. for my actual attempt i will be using a necktie.

everyone's anatomy might be slightly different, but for me i placed the ligature as high up on my neck as i could, right under my chin. it did not take a lot of pressure to achieve the "blood choke" effect, you'll know it before having to get to the point of tunnel vision and potentially passing out.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.
 

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