Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,720
it's fucking horrible to be alive here
enslaved in this awful shit
this place has always been shit it will always be shit
if you want to put your faith into something it might as well be how shit this place will always be
if your life starts of shit it will stay shit better to leave sooner rather than later
theres no point in dreams in a place like this everyone who has ever had a dream has fade away into nothingness
all i ask for is to be nothing for all time life in this universe is just pure evil
no amount of words can describe how shit this place is
with lifes as shit as these to never exist at all would always be the miracle
why can't there just be a massive pandemic to wipe out this shithole once and forall
or a nuclear war to wipe out all life on this so called earth
it's a hell world and these lives are living hell
i want no part of this hellish world
 
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WorthlessCoward

Specialist
Mar 21, 2023
301
Good thing is that you can leave anytime you want, it just gets harder and harder and also takes guts
 
Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,720
Good thing is that you can leave anytime you want, it just gets harder and harder and also takes guts
i've been wanting to leave for 19 years it not like i can just leave right now because all peaceful methods have been prohibited by law just look whats happening to lots of pepole who bought sn from ic the laws there removing peaceful methods
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,878
To me it's a tragedy how life is even able to exist in this world, I personally think that it would be preferable for this world to disappear into nothingness as it's not just human suffering that is the problem but also all the torture that animals go through, it truly is disturbing to think of how much pain has been experienced in the past and will be in the future all for no reason other than being an unfortunate consequence of evolution.

This world undeniably is hell, and also I think that when people say "you can leave when you want", they apply their own situation (where they likely have a firearm or some other reliable method by their side) to everybody else, completely ignorant of the fact that suicide is barely an option for many people in this pro-torture society where humans are so cruelly denied a peaceful way to take control over their inevitable fate. Just further proof that we exist in hell, the fact that we cannot exit in a straightforward way.
 
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asterisk3

gone
Jan 5, 2023
64
i've been wanting to leave for 19 years it not like i can just leave right now because all peaceful methods have been prohibited by law just look whats happening to lots of pepole who bought sn from ic the laws there removing peaceful methods
personally ive embraced more gory methods such as jumping or the good ol' knife. though im still here, lol. maybe you should too. physical pain is such a dumb, temporary feeling, and in the case of these kinds of death very fast, so i stopped minding them as a hindrance and more as a nice little feature. maybe im crazy as hell and too far gone though idk.


it's fucking horrible to be alive here
enslaved in this awful shit
this place has always been shit it will always be shit
if you want to put your faith into something it might as well be how shit this place will always be
if your life starts of shit it will stay shit better to leave sooner rather than later
theres no point in dreams in a place like this everyone who has ever had a dream has fade away into nothingness
all i ask for is to be nothing for all time life in this universe is just pure evil
no amount of words can describe how shit this place is
with lifes as shit as these to never exist at all would always be the miracle
why can't there just be a massive pandemic to wipe out this shithole once and forall
or a nuclear war to wipe out all life on this so called earth
it's a hell world and these lives are living hell
i want no part of this hellish world
i disagree only because pretty people, rich people and people with strong connections to family/things they care about or are passionate can appreciate life a lot better for "what it is" (lol). since i have none of these anymore (and not the strength nor youth to pursue the last one) my view of the world is skewed (everyone's skewed in a different way) and i cant care about anything. so ill go, probably.
 
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WorthlessCoward

Specialist
Mar 21, 2023
301
Yeah that's what the "harder and harder" part implies
 

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