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Deleted member 4288

Deleted member 4288

So much pain...
Dec 3, 2018
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I was just curious if anybody who also tried (or trying atm) partial suspension had weird stuff happen to them like it had to me...

After compressing my neck, I experienced some kind of weird altered mental state. I heard sounds but couldn't understand what they meant anymore, then I lost the ability to process emotions (felt numb, but a bit high?), then physical weird things started happening: my arms twitched back and forth, I started drooling, I started talking weird things (??), now after about 10 minutes after I dropped training I feel tingling at fingertips (like they're wet or smth).

The main problem is that all of this happens while I am (almost) fully self-aware. I was totally aware of my physical & mental altered states. It freaked me out a bit, especially at the part when I started talking weird things. It's like I was possesed or something. There was no blurry vision, no ear-ringing, no head pressure.

Did anybody experience something like this? It's really strange...
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
All I experience is pain :(
 
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Ch92921

Ch92921

The call of the void
Dec 29, 2018
909
I do experience a weird emotional state. Everything seems surreal.
 
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