Help weird question, but can you get more suicidal? if so, how?

[LifeHasNoMeaning]

i'm really sick of this world, but i'm too scared to suicide because there are so many "what if…?" questions that pop into my head when i'm about to suicide. i've had to delay my death many times because of this.

i hate existing. help is very much appreciated.

 

[random496677]

i'm really sick of this world, but i'm too scared to suicide because there are so many "what if…?" questions that pop into my head when i'm about to suicide. i've had to delay my death many times because of this.

i hate existing. help is very much appreciated.

Sorry, this is not the response your were looking for, but I understand exactly what you mean. I hate existing with all my life everything about it sucks and I do not want to do it anymore fr. Everytime I try I dont know why I stop myself when I go back through the same pain all over again over and over again.

 

[LifeHasNoMeaning]

Sorry, this is not the response your were looking for, but I understand exactly what you mean. I hate existing with all my life everything about it sucks and I do not want to do it anymore fr. Everytime I try I dont know why I stop myself when I go back through the same pain all over again over and over again.

yeah, i feel you. and dw, i wasnt expecting many replies anyway.

 

[deomlez]

I am convinced, just have to wait not to hurt my mother.
It s a path you have to walk, working on you to know yourself, what yoy like and hate, what is important or not.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, as something could very easily happen to make my existence even worse and make me hate existing even more. I have so much dread for what lies ahead as after all we exist in this world where there is unlimited potential to suffer endlessly, to me existence is so incredibly harmful, I see nothing desirable about having the ability to exist here.