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KeepSmiling

KeepSmiling

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May 2, 2026
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i cope by playing osumania, mastubating, or cutting myself and i just want to do something different
over the years ive tried different forms of art, different games and just wandering around at night but they dont appeal to me
i want to socialise but i hate how pressuring it feels sometimes
i also think about substances but im not sure how to achieve that
how do i get my hands on that?? how do people socialise so easily? and how do you cope?
 
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tomame

tomame

forlorn 💔
Dec 28, 2025
158
i cope by my eating disorder- mia

also cycling occasionally

or youtube/working

dating
 
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Kanoh

Student
Dec 31, 2024
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My copes are pretty standard - sleeping, games, movies, driving at night. My other cope is martial arts.
 
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Kanau_Nano

Student
Apr 12, 2026
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I have a hard time socializing too. It's hard to relate to others and act happy. Btw substances will make it harder to cope after awhile. Not worth

Btw osumania is so hard! I tried, but i just can't lol. Regular Osu i can do tho or catch
 
KeepSmiling

KeepSmiling

New Member
May 2, 2026
2
I have a hard time socializing too. It's hard to relate to others and act happy. Btw substances will make it harder to cope after awhile. Not worth

Btw osumania is so hard! I tried, but i just can't lol. Regular Osu i can do tho or catch
its literally the only game i play and i think its great
My copes are pretty standard - sleeping, games, movies, driving at night. My other cope is martial arts.
sleeping is fine i have trouble with sleep sometimes but i still thnik its great
 
gardenoflonely

gardenoflonely

<3
Apr 29, 2026
19
I've never been able to get any good at Osu but I love the idea of it lol. I've been binge watching top rated movies on Letterboxd rn. Not sure what else to do right now to cope nothing excites me anymore. I used to game and paint.
 
K14~♡

K14~♡

The night comes down like heaven
Mar 11, 2026
129
Since you mention osumania, have you tried other rhythm games? Though I guess that's not really all that different...Does different forms of art also include literature and media? Your pfp reminded me of a manga I've read before (Wait is it actually an art of The Curious Cat Town?)
 
HeyBoogahJr

HeyBoogahJr

I'm still here.
Apr 25, 2026
57
i cope by playing osumania, mastubating, or cutting myself and i just want to do something different
over the years ive tried different forms of art, different games and just wandering around at night but they dont appeal to me
i want to socialise but i hate how pressuring it feels sometimes
i also think about substances but im not sure how to achieve that
how do i get my hands on that?? how do people socialise so easily? and how do you cope?
You put yourself out there in social situations and you start a conversation "Hi, I'm (Insert Name), I'm new." Smiling helps, complimenting the person can help, people love talking about themselves. It helps if you have something in your hand like a drink or a snack. Are there any hobby groups you can go to? Volunteering? Conventions? Not every conversation will lead to an awesome relationship, and you gotta accept that. (Yes it is ass).

Then hopefully. You and the bros one day:

Georganith disney
 

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