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jugbandblues_

jugbandblues_

The Madcap Laughs
Apr 19, 2026
8
I can't take this anymore. Nothing I thought of or tried worked. Please help me—have mercy.
 
DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,362
Have you read the suicide resource compilation? That's where your mercy is.
 
jugbandblues_

jugbandblues_

The Madcap Laughs
Apr 19, 2026
8
Have you read the suicide resource compilation? That's where your mercy is.
I did, but no method is viable here in my country. The only one that is somewhat feasible for me is hanging. But I tried multiple times and didn't succeed.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

Visionary
Nov 12, 2025
2,362
I did, but no method is viable here in my country. The only one that is somewhat feasible for me is hanging. But I tried multiple times and didn't succeed.
Oh gosh, I'm sorry to hear. No inert gas, no SN, nothing?
 
wylcel

wylcel

mimi
Oct 25, 2024
17
I can't take this anymore. Nothing I thought of or tried worked. Please help me—have mercy.
I live in Chile and have a few possibilities with what's in the farewell wiki, since I can buy prescription medication at a feria without needing the prescription, maybe there's something similar near you as well? People usually go to buy secondhand clothing, black market imported cigarettes and benzos.
 

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