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skeptikus

Member
May 25, 2025
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I can't be the only one who wants to ctb just to know what happens next? I'm just sick and tired of this life. After ctb, go big or go home.
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
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Since I'm an atheist myself and my answer is based on that, I would believe that it would be just like prior to being birthed or born, just no memory or sentience of one's existence. Just complete nothingness, no pleasure, no pain, no suffering, etc.
 
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hdead

Specialist
Jun 2, 2026
348
I can't be the only one who wants to ctb just to know what happens next? I'm just sick and tired of this life. After ctb, go big or go home.
You're not alone in this. For me, it feels like the final goal in life. Screw waiting for it. I lived life hard enough and I don't have anything that's keeping me here. I skipped the station where you get married and have kids and now I'm bored. Not really wanting to try 'new' things because it all ends the same anyway.

In short; yep, it's a combination of being sick and tired of human living and wanting to forcefully find out what's on the other side of all of this. A risk I've been meditating on and the greatest fear that life has to offer to overcome.
 
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android

Student
Nov 9, 2025
132
Since I'm an atheist myself and my answer is based on that, I would believe that it would be just like prior to being birthed or born, just no memory or sentience of one's existence. Just complete nothingness, no pleasure, no pain, no suffering, etc.
I don't think atheism means that people believe that death is just like "prior to being birthed". Most people do not know what "life" might have been like prior to being born. Just because you don't remember something does not mean it didn't exist. In fsct, the mind frequently experiences amnesia, especially closer to death and in natural aging, so you actually might assume the opposite, that life is just continuous snd we tend to forget the beginning and end. Atheism afaik is just the absence of a religious belief.
 

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