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SAVROMx

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Apr 24, 2026
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Hi everyone. I'm 24 years old. Living in Eastern Europe. I'm in my final year on my masters degree.

I used to abuze Tianeptine (prescription antidepressants in my country) i took them in high doses to achive an opioid high....got addicted to them in December 2024 till February 2026.... had a looot of fighting with my mother, because i live with my parent...poor student that i am i don't have enough money to move alone. My stupid call center job pay shitti wages....

I recover from my addiction, got to 2 differents psychiatrist....all fine now....

BUT, she still acuse me of still getting high (tho i'm cristal clear) and when she loses money in the house acuses me of stealing tjem only for her to find them and the apologies to me.

I can't take this shit and arguing every day and night, threatening me that she will kick me out. After giving her all my money to "keep me away from drugs) fucking shit i don't use anymore. She dosen't thrust me with anything!

I...i want to....i don't even have a gf anymore...the one that i had was SA when she was younger and didn't want anything sexual, llatonic only, told me i can go to escorts to fix me then back to her platonic.....that left me speeches

I contemplate taking 30 nitrazepam and tianepting and entering in a truck head on with 140 km/h so many days, nothing in my life gives ne any happiness anymore....ask me anything.
 
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Apr 23, 2026
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Vehicle suicide sounds better than hanging I guess, I just wouldn't want to get mangled and live. Also nice profile picture.
 
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Vehicle suicide sounds better than hanging I guess, I just wouldn't want to get mangled and live. Also nice profile picture.
Thanks. At that speed, with no seat belt. In an old 2007 Renault symbol, a head on collision at 140 km/h with an oncoming 90 km/h truck would not be survivable.
 

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