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Discussion Wanting to CTB but not alone

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thatguystinks

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Oct 30, 2025
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I started to make plans for when I eventually would like to CTB via OD but do not want to spend my last moments alone. Idk what to do I would like to call my ex one last time just to hear her voice but I know that would be incredibly selfish of me and she would be outraged at what I'm doing. Idk what to do I'm pretty set on going through with my plan but just don't want my last moments to be alone.
 
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