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[DeepInTheCreek]

So I failed to complete my last suicide attempt a couple weeks back because I overestimated how far I could walk carrying gallons of water since I need to CTB in a forest. Only problem is, there is no large expansive forest within my walking distance :(. Since time is currently running out as spring is bringing warmer weather with me not really wanting to wait until next winter, I wonder, would it be a not-so-stupid idea to do it in a treeline/woodland near my home? My only concern is that my method (hypothermia with the water) will take a while to actually kill me with an unknown time frame, and if I get found early I am basically guaranteed to survive. I also will have less time with my new excuse to commit to it.

I'm really just exhausted with life. I need to get it over with soon, but if anyone has any recommended methods that might be similar I'd be open to hear some. I chose hypothermia because I'm a bit of a wuss. But hypothermia is still my most preferred method by far.

 

[kittybitty]

So I failed to complete my last suicide attempt a couple weeks back because I overestimated how far I could walk carrying gallons of water since I need to CTB in a forest. Only problem is, there is no large expansive forest within my walking distance :(. Since time is currently running out as spring is bringing warmer weather with me not really wanting to wait until next winter, I wonder, would it be a not-so-stupid idea to do it in a treeline/woodland near my home? My only concern is that my method (hypothermia with the water) will take a while to actually kill me with an unknown time frame, and if I get found early I am basically guaranteed to survive. I also will have less time with my new excuse to commit to it.

I'm really just exhausted with life. I need to get it over with soon, but if anyone has any recommended methods that might be similar I'd be open to hear some. I chose hypothermia because I'm a bit of a wuss. But hypothermia is still my most preferred method by far.

I've been homeless before - and just so you are aware, hypothermia/dying of cold/exposure to elements is NOT for wusses. It's many times worse than other methods because depending on how cold it is, it will take a long time.
You'd have to be in the Arctic basically to ensure death.
I was homeless in the Canadian winter (below zero to -50°) without a coat or any resources and I still didn't die. It was also very painful
If you sedate yourself enough, you may not feel the pain of the exposure, but I just wanted you to be aware of the challenges for your preferred method. Every method has drawbacks.

edit: to answer your question about the area, it really depends on a lot of things.
1. How dense/large is the forest? How long does it take for someone to walk the entirety of the forest. if it's shorter than the rescue time, no it's not a good idea
2. since near your house, will your parents start looking for you after you leave? would they suspect you would be in the forest?
if it's a big enough forest, and it was still during the dead of winter, you'd have a chance.
But if the forest is smaller than someone could find you in 24~ ish hours... I would* recommend taking a bus or something to a more remote location.