Want to try a sip of SN

[Alec]

I'm very tempted to open my SN bottle and check it, do the blood test and dissolve a tiny bit in water and drink it to see what happens. What do you think? Is it dangerous to try a bit of it?

I was also wandering if opening it would cause it some damage, I don't think it's air tight right now anyway because it's in a plastic bottle with the kind of screw on bottle cap like a water bottle or something. Would it matter if I opened it for awhile?

Also another question, the label on my bottle says "pure for analysis" do any of you know what exactly it means? Because I'm not sure. I already asked this before but I can't find that thread, I think it got deleted because I posted some photos of my SN there and I shouldn't have.

Love,
—Alec.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

I never understood why people wanted to try and taste chemicals like the YouTube channel 'Drugslab' it´s a very informative YouTube channel that helps a lot of people to stay safe but they are always tasting the chemicals I mean any chemical taste horrible it´s just about getting them down the hatch or in several slurps but just tasting them is weird to me they´re not going to taste great they are chemicals afterall.

EDIT: btw I don´t discourage anyone from watching drugslab it´s a very good channel that mentions the pro´s and cons of drugs and test them on themselves while being sponsered by their government.

 

[Alec]

I never understood why people wanted to try and taste chemicals like the YouTube channel 'Drugslab' it´s a very informative YouTube channel that helps a lot of people to stay safe but they are always tasting the chemicals I mean any chemical taste horrible it´s just about getting them down the hatch or in several slurps but just tasting them is weird to me they´re not going to taste great they are chemicals afterall.

It's not that I wanna know what it tastes like(well a little bit yeah I do wanna know just so that I won't be a big surprise that hits me when I ctb) it's more that I kinda wanna hurt myself and hoping it will make me pass out for awhile or something, I'd like to pass out for awhile. I wanna hurt myself because I feel really bad about myself right now and just really hate myself, but also I don't wanna hurt myself bad enough for there to be a serious damage because I'm not looking to actually hurt myself, you know what I mean? It's probably confusing, it's not about attention seeking I'll make sure nobody finds out, it's just that I wanna do something desperate because if I won't I feel like I'm gonna explode. And also maybe a part of me hops it will actually just kill me and I won't have to worry or deal with any of this any more. I don't know how to explain this, I wanna hurt myself, but in the way that hurts me but doesn't leave permanent damage, just messes me up for awhile and then it'll get back to normal. Plus I've never lost conciseness before, would like to see what it's like, honestly it terrifies me. Maybe it'll be fun to find out what it's like.

 

[Stevenstevensteven]

It's not that I wanna know what it tastes like(well a little bit yeah I do wanna know just so that I won't be a big surprise that hits me when I ctb) it's more that I kinda wanna hurt myself and hoping it will make me pass out for awhile or something, I'd like to pass out for awhile. I wanna hurt myself because I feel really bad about myself right now and just really hate myself, but also I don't wanna hurt myself bad enough for there to be a serious damage because I'm not looking to actually hurt myself, you know what I mean? It's probably confusing, it's not about attention seeking I'll make sure nobody finds out, it's just that I wanna do something desperate because if I won't I feel like I'm gonna explode. And also maybe a part of me hops it will actually just kill me and I won't have to worry or deal with any of this any more. I don't know how to explain this, I wanna hurt myself, but in the way that hurts me but doesn't leave permanent damage, just messes me up for awhile and then it'll get back to normal. Plus I've never lost conciseness before, would like to see what it's like, honestly it terrifies me. Maybe it'll be fun to find out what it's like.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

It's not that I wanna know what it tastes like(well a little bit yeah I do wanna know just so that I won't be a big surprise that hits me when I ctb) it's more that I kinda wanna hurt myself and hoping it will make me pass out for awhile or something, I'd like to pass out for awhile. I wanna hurt myself because I feel really bad about myself right now and just really hate myself, but also I don't wanna hurt myself bad enough for there to be a serious damage because I'm not looking to actually hurt myself, you know what I mean? It's probably confusing, it's not about attention seeking I'll make sure nobody finds out, it's just that I wanna do something desperate because if I won't I feel like I'm gonna explode. And also maybe a part of me hops it will actually just kill me and I won't have to worry or deal with any of this any more. I don't know how to explain this, I wanna hurt myself, but in the way that hurts me but doesn't leave permanent damage, just messes me up for awhile and then it'll get back to normal. Plus I've never lost conciseness before, would like to see what it's like, honestly it terrifies me. Maybe it'll be fun to find out what it's like.

I don´t think you will lose conciousness from a sip and it´s not that scary, if you ever have had anesthesia you´d know it´s just light out with no dreams or knowing about anything you will just wake up I even have a thread about that. But I get you want to try it beforehand to prepare you but it won´t be in the same dose and you probably won´t use antiemetics (spelled?) And even though I don´t like this method there is a regimen to follow and it seems like you won´t feel like you´re exploding because of the fasting beforehand just focus on that soon you won´t suffer anymore, I haven´t studied it much but people say it may take 20 minutes so what is 20 minutes out of a lifetime possible 50 more years of suffering.

 

[Jumper Geo]

I would perform a simple test to know if it's powerful enough but as for having a sip why not leave it for the element of surprise, haha only joking we all have been told it tastes really salty like sea water as for your other question I would explain but instead I will give you this link below, recognize it, lol

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ea-what-exactly-this-means.38215/#post-734332

 

[Stevenstevensteven]

I am afraid if I try a sip I will never be able to take the real sip when I want to. I try the night night method pretty regularly hoping to get the sweet spot and just never wake up. But I always wake up hense why I'm here. If you take your sip, how much are you looking at dosage?

P. s I get my sn in mail within a couple days and I just got Zofran, kinda looking forward to my first trial run and hopefully final run.

 

[Alec]

I don´t think you will lose conciousness from a sip and it´s not that scary, if you ever have had anesthesia you´d know it´s just light out with no dreams or knowing about anything you will just wake up I even have a thread about that. But I get you want to try it beforehand to prepare you but it won´t be in the same dose and you probably won´t use antiemetics (spelled?) And even though I don´t like this method there is a regimen to follow and it seems like you won´t feel like you´re exploding because of the fasting beforehand just focus on that soon you won´t suffer anymore, I haven´t studied it much but people say it may take 20 minutes so what is 20 minutes out of a lifetime possible 50 more years of suffering.

You are right, 20 minutes is nothing compared to 50 years of useless life.

No, I've never had anesthesia, I have no idea what it's like at all to have everything disappear like that, I've only experienced falling asleep that might at least kind of like loosing consciousness but that's not the same. But you are right from just a sip I don't think I will consciousness. I wanna take enough to pass out but I'm afraid that it might be lethal and I'm not looking to do that for sure just yet.

I would perform a simple test to know if it's powerful enough but as for having a sip why not leave it for the element of surprise, haha only joking we all have been told it tastes really salty like sea water as for your other question I would explain but instead I will give you this link below, recognize it, lol

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...ea-what-exactly-this-means.38215/#post-734332

OMG I was trying to find it but couldn't I thought it was deleted, thank you!

And yeah I heard it tastes like sea water, which I have tasted before but still curious just how much exactly is it like sea water. Still afraid to open it even though I'm pretty sure it's not air tight sealed anyway.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

You are right, 20 minutes is nothing compared to 50 years of useless life.

No, I've never had anesthesia, I have no idea what it's like at all to have everything disappear like that, I've only experienced falling asleep that might at least kind of like loosing consciousness but that's not the same. But you are right from just a sip I don't think I will consciousness. I wanna take enough to pass out but I'm afraid that it might be lethal and I'm not looking to do that for sure just yet.

Then you should look up this thread I made about anesthesia because it´s the closest to being death, while sleeping you´re still concious you dream and subconciously remember moving in your sleep while under anesthesia you rememeber nothing your brain basically shuts down and you go to sleep and suddenly wake up.

 

[Alec]

I am afraid if I try a sip I will never be able to take the real sip when I want to. I try the night night method pretty regularly hoping to get the sweet spot and just never wake up. But I always wake up hense why I'm here. If you take your sip, how much are you looking at dosage?

P. s I get my sn in mail within a couple days and I just got Zofran, kinda looking forward to my first trial run and hopefully final run.

Honestly I have no idea how much I want to take. Lethal dose is supposed to be 15gr which is 3 table spoons right? So maybe just take one teaspoon dissolve it and not drink it all, just one sip from it, I don't know I'm improving here. I'm sorry it's not working out the way you want it to, I'm sorry for your pain. I'm also afraid to open it Incase it goes bad and I can't order another, but it seems it's possible to order it still which is lucky for me. And in any case I would like to do the test to see if I've got the right stuff.

Then you should look up this thread I made about anesthesia because it´s the closest to being death, while sleeping you´re still concious you dream and subconciously remember moving in your sleep while under anesthesia you rememeber nothing your brain basically shuts down and you go to sleep and suddenly wake up.

Thank you I'll read it, it sound interesting and something I'd like to experience, but also if I'm honest kind of terrifies me. Not because I think it's bad, it's just a personal issue that I have with loosing control over my body that scares me. But I guess dying would mean leaving my body all together plus loosing consciousness first so maybe I should try and get used to it.

 

[braketimez]

I'm very tempted to open my SN bottle and check it, do the blood test and dissolve a tiny bit in water and drink it to see what happens. What do you think? Is it dangerous to try a bit of it?

I was also wandering if opening it would cause it some damage, I don't think it's air tight right now anyway because it's in a plastic bottle with the kind of screw on bottle cap like a water bottle or something. Would it matter if I opened it for awhile?

Also another question, the label on my bottle says "pure for analysis" do any of you know what exactly it means? Because I'm not sure. I already asked this before but I can't find that thread, I think it got deleted because I posted some photos of my SN there and I shouldn't have.

Love,
—Alec.

Don't.

 

[Alec]

Don't.

Elaborate, please.

 

[Jumper Geo]

OMG I was trying to find it but couldn't I thought it was deleted, thank you!

And yeah I heard it tastes like sea water, which I have tasted before but still curious just how much exactly is it like sea water. Still afraid to open it even though I'm pretty sure it's not air tight sealed anyway.
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No problem why not book mark it so you can find it easy, if it's not airtight maybe swap it into a new airtight bottle and you can test it, if your really curious you could try a sip and spit it out but we know it's going to be really salty.

Cheers

Geo

 

[x-Ace-x]

Honestly I have no idea how much I want to take. Lethal dose is supposed to be 15gr which is 3 table spoons right? So maybe just take one teaspoon dissolve it and not drink it all, just one sip from it, I don't know I'm improving here. I'm sorry it's not working out the way you want it to, I'm sorry for your pain. I'm also afraid to open it Incase it goes bad and I can't order another, but it seems it's possible to order it still which is lucky for me. And in any case I would like to do the test to see if I've got the right stuff.❤❤❤

Thank you I'll read it, it sound interesting and something I'd like to experience, but also if I'm honest kind of terrifies me. Not because I think it's bad, it's just a personal issue that I have with loosing control over my body that scares me. But I guess dying would mean leaving my body all together plus loosing consciousness first so maybe I should try and get used to it.

1 teaspoon is MASSIVE. Don't do it. Lots of threads on this forum of people who took it, had a very bad time and vomited a lot. The guy who has been taking 1g each day highly risk it because even small dosages can kill or make you feel very bad. Why you want this? It's a terrible idea. 1 teaspoon of salt (similar density to SN) is 5.9g.

 

[Alec]

OMG I was trying to find it but couldn't I thought it was deleted, thank you!

And yeah I heard it tastes like sea water, which I have tasted before but still curious just how much exactly is it like sea water. Still afraid to open it even though I'm pretty sure it's not air tight sealed anyway.

No problem why not book mark it so you can find it easy, if it's not airtight maybe swap it into a new airtight bottle and you can test it, if your really curious you could try a sip and spit it out but we know it's going to be really salty.

Cheers

Geo
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Of course! Spitting out is an option I don't know why I haven't thought of that. I don't like how stupid I start to seem in this conversation with you(lol just joking).

I bookmark a lot of stuff here but this thread, I mean I'll just read it once and I'll remember it, it's not like it's a whole essay on a method or something, but good advice, thank you;)

Love,
—Alec.

1 teaspoon is MASSIVE. Don't do it. Lots of threads on this forum of people who took it, had a very bad time and vomited a lot. The guy who has been taking 1g each day highly risk it because even small dosages can kill or make you feel very bad. Why you want this? It's a terrible idea. 1 teaspoon of salt (similar density to SN) is 5.9g.

Oh ok, so I mixed things up, for ctb it's 3 teaspoons not tablespoons. Yeah then 1 teaspoon does sound like a lot, then maybe I'll try way less.I have read other people's threads about trying it, I wanna try it cuz I kinda want to hurt myself... but thank you for replying, the info about the weight of one teaspoon of SN is very helpfull!

Love,
—Alec.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

You are right, 20 minutes is nothing compared to 50 years of useless life.

No, I've never had anesthesia, I have no idea what it's like at all to have everything disappear like that, I've only experienced falling asleep that might at least kind of like loosing consciousness but that's not the same. But you are right from just a sip I don't think I will consciousness. I wanna take enough to pass out but I'm afraid that it might be lethal and I'm not looking to do that for sure just yet.

Tbh at times I even fear suicide by shooting myself in the right side of the head despite how my knowledge i.e. videos and articles about gunshot suicide so I understand if people would fear 20 minutes of feeling uncomfortable or even pain when gunshot to the head by handgun would at most give you 1.5-2 minutes of pain if you don´t pass out.

 

[Alec]

Tbh at times I even fear suicide by shooting myself in the right side of the head despite how my knowledge i.e. videos and articles about gunshot suicide so I understand if people would fear 20 minutes of feeling uncomfortable or even pain when gunshot to the head by handgun would at most give you 1.5-2 minutes of pain if you don´t pass out.

Yeah suicide can be so freaking scary, and it comes in waves. Sometimes I feel ok about it and sometimes I start to panic so bad. Your choice is a gun shot to the head? That method terrifies me and I'm not even sure why but it does. I don't have access to a gun but if I had I think I'd choose SN over the gun shot, I think it's just the way I am, something personal that makes a gun shot seem so scary to me.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Yeah suicide can be so freaking scary, and it comes in waves. Sometimes I feel ok about it and sometimes I start to panic so bad. Your choice is a gun shot to the head? That method terrifies me and I'm not even sure why but it does. I don't have access to a gun but if I had I think I'd choose SN over the gun shot, I think it's just the way I am, something personal that makes a gun shot seem so scary to me.

I am suicidal all the time basically every hour but being actively suicidal comes in waves and I trust the gun method more than SN because I feel SN is broscience from this site I have seen plenty of suicide by gun or gun execution videos to know how effective it is but not a single video of SN, just one video would persuade me like the Nembutal video it looked so peacefull and quick but SN would probably be my last method.

 

[7Tetelestai7]

Can someone talk to me? I feel so lonely.

 

[rhiino]

Can't you go in the chat? At least at 5 postings and 24 hours after registering you can use it. There are always people.

 

[Taraxias]

I am suicidal all the time basically every hour but being actively suicidal comes in waves and I trust the gun method more than SN because I feel SN is broscience from this site I have seen plenty of suicide by gun or gun execution videos to know how effective it is but not a single video of SN, just one video would persuade me like the Nembutal video it looked so peacefull and quick but SN would probably be my last method.

I was thinking of this to. All those people that ctb with sn hasnt been one that cares for others to make a video for all of us in order to see how it is?

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

Can someone talk to me? I feel so lonely.

In Off Topic there are lots of games threads, only three more posts and within a couple of hours you'll be able to chat and PM.

 

[shipwreck]

Can someone talk to me? I feel so lonely.

You could also start a new thread. Your post is more likely to be noticed if it's not buried in a long thread.

 

[Living sucks]

I kind of understand what you're saying and what you're feeling. And why do you want to taste it. I can't help but always think of lion84 Who prepared the standard dose but only took two sips, regretted it and called for help but passed because EMS did not get to him soon enough.
I know circumstances are different for everyone and what's in someone's stomach could determine the difference between life or death. It's just very risky. but I'm glad you're posting before tasting instead of after.

 

[autumnal]

I'm very tempted to open my SN bottle and check it, do the blood test and dissolve a tiny bit in water and drink it to see what happens. What do you think? Is it dangerous to try a bit of it?

I was also wandering if opening it would cause it some damage, I don't think it's air tight right now anyway because it's in a plastic bottle with the kind of screw on bottle cap like a water bottle or something. Would it matter if I opened it for awhile?

Also another question, the label on my bottle says "pure for analysis" do any of you know what exactly it means? Because I'm not sure. I already asked this before but I can't find that thread, I think it got deleted because I posted some photos of my SN there and I shouldn't have.

Love,
—Alec.

Opening it is OK, blood-testing it is wise and taste-testing it is stupid. Please don't do that last one.