Defenestration
I want to have the courage to kill myself
- Oct 25, 2020
- 2,640
I'm having a lot of sudden urges right now where I want to hurt myself physically, or have huge urges to die right now... I manage to hold back, but it's hard... 
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Slark
Experienced
- Apr 30, 2023
- 205
I've been going through the same thing recently. I think a lot about hurting myself or dying. Do you have someone close to you who could help you, or someone you could talk to? I hope you're okay.
Defenestration
I want to have the courage to kill myself
- Oct 25, 2020
- 2,640
Slark
Experienced
- Apr 30, 2023
- 205
Do you think that if you talked to them, they would give you any emotional support?
Pale_Rider
Enlightened
- Apr 21, 2025
- 1,496
It's ok to call a help line if that's what you want to do. many people here have when they wanted to.
Defenestration
I want to have the courage to kill myself
- Oct 25, 2020
- 2,640
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