want to cry out for help, but also don't want help

[Leonard_Bangley39]

i want to cry out for help, online, irl, make people worry about me, but at the same time i don't because i know that it would just be pointless. I want people to worry about me and reach out, but if they do then I'll feel bad. i want people to try and help, but if they do then I'll feel guilty.

 

[unluckysadness]

Exactly the same for me...

 

[Macedonian1987]

I'm 100% certain that I don't want any help. I just want to leave this world that thrives on evil.

 

[kajal]

Its a human nature be calm and relax get your self busy in something every day make your days busy

 

[Flubber]

i want to cry out for help, online, irl, make people worry about me, but at the same time i don't because i know that it would just be pointless. I want people to worry about me and reach out, but if they do then I'll feel bad. i want people to try and help, but if they do then I'll feel guilty.

Getting a sense here that you seem to prioritize other peoples' needs above your own needs; an incredibly admirable trait. There's nothing wrong with being selfless but it can become a problem if it leads to feelings of being seen as a pushover or 'taken for granted'. Please correct me if I'm wrong

If you are genuinely feeling deep emotional pain or having suicidal intentions, maybe it could be worthwhile communicating your thoughts/intentions to people you trust implicitly? Could you ask yourself what is the worst that could happen if if you opened your heart up?

 

[Cicis.Doing.Unwell7]

I am a shoulder to cry on if you want! :0 <3