Help Want to attempt, do not know what to do

[metothemoon]

I have been feeling miserable for so long. I want to attempt this weekend, planning on partial hanging, but I am f*cking scared. Should I call my therapist or a crisis line as last resort?
Feel so stupid and indecisive.

 

[Wolf Girl]

I have been feeling miserable for so long. I want to attempt this weekend, planning on partial hanging, but I am f*cking scared. Should I call my therapist or a crisis line as last resort?
Feel so stupid and indecisive.

Yes. If there is any part of you that still wants to reach out for help, do it. Ctb is a permanent solution. Exhaust all your options before you choose it.