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danzk
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When I'm sleeping I feel a thousand times better than when I'm awake, when I wake up I feel enormous sadness for not having simply died in my sleep. The choice to die could be easier for all of us.
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Yeah but at least you have a spouse... someone to share the burden with. I remember waking up one day and just like realizing the "burden of existence." Like it's honestly become a burden for myself. It wasn't always like this...I guess I kinda cursed myself. Sigh. Hopefully one day it's all better...Same here. The disappointment I feel waking up. The emotional devastation of another day being a hostage.
Why do you want to ctb? I had a look at your past messages but they don't state a reason.i agree, i really just want to sleep forever
mostly because of my chronic illness.Why do you want to ctb? I had a look at your past messages but they don't state a reason.
At first that seems positive right, that I have a partner?Yeah but at least you have a spouse... someone to share the burden with. I remember waking up one day and just like realizing the "burden of existence." Like it's honestly become a burden for myself. It wasn't always like this...I guess I kinda cursed myself. Sigh. Hopefully one day it's all better...
Cant really add much to this thread, but i do wanna say that i love Evangelion.When I'm sleeping I feel a thousand times better than when I'm awake, when I wake up I feel enormous sadness for not having simply died in my sleep. The choice to die could be easier for all of us.
and i also love nichijou. And yeah same chronic illness really sucksmostly because of my chronic illness.
frO mesmo aqui. A decepĆ§Ć£o que sinto ao acordar. A devastaĆ§Ć£o emocional de mais um dia sendo refĆ©m.
So true ā¦ I feel the same.When I'm sleeping I feel a thousand times better than when I'm awake, when I wake up I feel enormous sadness for not having simply died in my sleep. The choice to die could be easier for all of us.
Feel exactly the same. Couldn't have said it betterWhen I'm sleeping I feel a thousand times better than when I'm awake, when I wake up I feel enormous sadness for not having simply died in my sleep. The choice to die could be easier for all of us.
Yeah I was just thinking about this earlier today after I woke up, went back to sleep for 5 hours, and then couldn't sleep anymore. It's unfortunate actual hibernation is not biologically possible for human physiology. That would be like the next best thing to ctb, a natural self-induced coma.When I'm sleeping I feel a thousand times better than when I'm awake, when I wake up I feel enormous sadness for not having simply died in my sleep. The choice to die could be easier for all of us.
The concept of immortality is horrifying to me.i hope death feels like eternal sleep because that's all i fucking need
If you think about it, sleeping is a temporary suspension of your conscious mind, with your subconscious mind generating dreams through electrical impulses that you might or might not remember. Death is a permanent suspension of both your subconscious and conscious mind. Just as you're not aware that you're sleeping (excluding the lucid dreaming phenomenon), you're not going to be aware that you're dead, so it's just going to be permanent nothingness. At least, that's how I look at it, and for some reason, it gives me peace of mind.i hope death feels like eternal sleep because that's all i fucking need
that makes me feel a lot better about it, honestly. i hope you're rightIf you think about it, sleeping is a temporary suspension of your conscious mind, with your subconscious mind generating dreams through electrical impulses that you might or might not remember. Death is a permanent suspension of both your subconscious and conscious mind. Just as you're not aware that you're sleeping (excluding the lucid dreaming phenomenon), you're not going to be aware that you're dead, so it's just going to be permanent nothingness. At least, that's how I look at it, and for some reason, it gives me peace of mind.