45ready2ctb
Member
- Sep 21, 2018
- 23
Ordered N from D (second option in PPH) late last month and am anxiously waiting for its arrival. I'm starting to worry package got lost so I ordered SN + Tagamet from Amazon. This won't get here until next week.
It's getting harder and harder to put a normal face onto the world and wake up & function each day. I thought of hanging myself on a doorknob but don't want my kids or my spouse to find me this way.
I've struggled with depression since childhood. I just want to die peacefully in my sleep, sooner than later.
It's getting harder and harder to put a normal face onto the world and wake up & function each day. I thought of hanging myself on a doorknob but don't want my kids or my spouse to find me this way.
I've struggled with depression since childhood. I just want to die peacefully in my sleep, sooner than later.
