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13_reasons

13_reasons

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Mar 11, 2022
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No, I felt my soul leave my body and saw the world blacken around me. I then heard a voice say "is this what you really want" and it then said "it's not your time" I was suddenly back in my body. I could have been in a come I'm not sure but personally I believe I died and then came back to life because I felt my organs shutting down and I felt my heart beat for the last time.
That's a really interesting experience- thank you for sharing. I've always been so curious about that. Thank you again, take care
 
Zeus35

Zeus35

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Apr 4, 2022
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That's a really interesting experience- thank you for sharing. I've always been so curious about that. Thank you again, take care
Your welcome :-) as long as people have alot of will power they will die within less than two weeks or even as fast as a few days. I never lasted as long as two weeks most people don't they say the average is ten days. I'd agree with that from my own experience. I'm starting VSED again today. Infact I'm also putting a timer on my phone for ten days so I know how long I have left.
 
Red Scare

Red Scare

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Mar 1, 2022
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No, I felt my soul leave my body and saw the world blacken around me. I then heard a voice say "is this what you really want" and it then said "it's not your time" I was suddenly back in my body. I could have been in a come I'm not sure but personally I believe I died and then came back to life because I felt my organs shutting down and I felt my heart beat for the last time.
So you weren't actually declared dead, nor were you in cardiac arrest (clinically dead) and then revived in a clinical setting.
 
13_reasons

13_reasons

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Mar 11, 2022
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Your welcome :-) as long as people have alot of will power they will die within less than two weeks or even as fast as a few days. I never lasted as long as two weeks most people don't they say the average is ten days. I'd agree with that from my own experience. I'm starting VSED again today. Infact I'm also putting a timer on my phone for ten days so I know how long I have left.
It takes an enormous amount of willpower to vsed (which I don't have…) - I've certainly thought about it in the past but never made a committed plan. At this stage I'm planning to fast from eating only so that I lose weight and develop muscle wasting- including wasting of cardiac muscle - so that it helps with the effectiveness of my next CTB attempt.

Keep us posted on how you go. Take care and get some rest.
 
Zeus35

Zeus35

Specialist
Apr 4, 2022
323
So you weren't actually declared dead, nor were you in cardiac arrest (clinically dead) and then revived in a clinical setting.
No.
It takes an enormous amount of willpower to vsed (which I don't have…) - I've certainly thought about it in the past but never made a committed plan. At this stage I'm planning to fast from eating only so that I lose weight and develop muscle wasting- including wasting of cardiac muscle - so that it helps with the effectiveness of my next CTB attempt.

Keep us posted on how you go. Take care and get some rest.
Thank you
 
_Seeking

_Seeking

I'm only here for this moment
Dec 16, 2021
205
No, I felt my soul leave my body and saw the world blacken around me. I then heard a voice say "is this what you really want" and it then said "it's not your time" I was suddenly back in my body. I could have been in a come I'm not sure but personally I believe I died and then came back to life because I felt my organs shutting down and I felt my heart beat for the last time.
It sounds more like your blood pressure got very low and you passed out. With VSED, had you died and come back, you would have surely suffered some kind of damage if you say you felt your organs shutting down. You wouldn't be able to come to from that on your own. I just want to warn you that VSED is not a popular choice unless one is already very weak due to illness, and if you are found before you are dead, you could be hospitalized and sustain damage but not die.
 
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Zeus35

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Apr 4, 2022
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It sounds more like your blood pressure got very low and you passed out. With VSED, had you died and come back, you would have surely suffered some kind of damage if you say you felt your organs shutting down. You wouldn't be able to come to from that on your own. I just want to warn you that VSED is not a popular choice unless one is already very weak due to illness, and if you are found before you are dead, you could be hospitalized and sustain damage but not die.
You might be right. I know that VSED is not popular but I'm desperate my life is extremely miserable and I'll do anything to get out of it. Hanging is difficult and I certainly didn't find it peaceful at all more like extremely painful. So unless I jump of a building I'm going to do VSED instead.
 
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_Seeking

_Seeking

I'm only here for this moment
Dec 16, 2021
205
You might be right. I know that VSED is not popular but I'm desperate my life is extremely miserable and I'll do anything to get out of it. Hanging is difficult and I certainly didn't find it peaceful at all more like extremely painful. So unless I jump of a building I'm going to do VSED instead.
I wish you luck, it's not impossible but I just wanted to warn you that it won't be easy. I understand you wanting it to be peaceful, especially when your life has been so difficult.
 
Zeus35

Zeus35

Specialist
Apr 4, 2022
323
I wish you luck, it's not impossible but I just wanted to warn you that it won't be easy. I understand you wanting it to be peaceful, especially when your life has been so difficult.
It's going to be very difficult and use alot of willpower but if I can't hang myself properly then I'll have to use this instead
 
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I wonder if VSED for a certain amount of time, then pairing it with a chemical method would increase the potency of the chemical and chance of it working...
 
Moonlight Tears

Moonlight Tears

I will put the fire out with my tears.
Jun 15, 2022
28
No VSED literally means not eating or drinking. Drinking any beveridge even alcohol will actually mean that you have to start the VSED all over again each time you do it. I died a few years ago from VSED Internationally it took just over a week maybe 9 days? I stayed in bed the whole time because I I was weak. You cannot eat or drink anything.
Did you experience delirium?
 
Moonlight Tears

Moonlight Tears

I will put the fire out with my tears.
Jun 15, 2022
28
Your welcome :-) as long as people have alot of will power they will die within less than two weeks or even as fast as a few days. I never lasted as long as two weeks most people don't they say the average is ten days. I'd agree with that from my own experience. I'm starting VSED again today. Infact I'm also putting a timer on my phone for ten days so I know how long

Your welcome :-) as long as people have alot of will power they will die within less than two weeks or even as fast as a few days. I never lasted as long as two weeks most people don't they say the average is ten days. I'd agree with that from my own experience. I'm starting VSED again today. Infact I'm also putting a timer on my phone for ten days so I know how long I If you're still alive.

Your welcome :-) as long as people have alot of will power they will die within less than two weeks or even as fast as a few days. I never lasted as long as two weeks most people don't they say the average is ten days. I'd agree with that from my own experience. I'm starting VSED again today. Infact I'm also putting a timer on my phone for ten days so I know how long I have left.
If you're still alive how did VSED go?
 

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