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deadlyhollows

New Member
Jul 31, 2026
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Hi, this is my first post, been lurking for a while. So my plan is basically to consume 200x 500mg amygdalin tablets alongside vitamin C on an empty stomach. According to all my research this should almost 100% be fatal if there's no medical intervention and even then it needs to be aggressive and fast to do anything. This amount of amygdalin should release ~6000mg of HCN (cyanide) once it reaches the smaller intestine and that's like 20-100 times the LD100 apparently. I'm also considering a couple of Seroquel beforehand to prevent vomiting. I am aware that this will be excruciatingly painful but I haven't managed other methods as the SI was too strong and I believe just ingesting something would be easiest psychologically. I ideally want to go somewhere in nature to do it where no one could find me but I might not get the chance as I'm being monitored by family. What do you guys think of the method? Cheers.
 
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LostHighway

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May 5, 2025
225
Hi, this is my first post, been lurking for a while. So my plan is basically to consume 200x 500mg amygdalin tablets alongside vitamin C on an empty stomach. According to all my research this should almost 100% be fatal if there's no medical intervention and even then it needs to be aggressive and fast to do anything. This amount of amygdalin should release ~6000mg of HCN (cyanide) once it reaches the smaller intestine and that's like 20-100 times the LD100 apparently. I'm also considering a couple of Seroquel beforehand to prevent vomiting. I am aware that this will be excruciatingly painful but I haven't managed other methods as the SI was too strong and I believe just ingesting something would be easiest psychologically. I ideally want to go somewhere in nature to do it where no one could find me but I might not get the chance as I'm being monitored by family. What do you guys think of the method? Cheers.
are you sure you can't score fentanyl? it would be quick, painless and peaceful. trouble is finding a good source.
 
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deadlyhollows

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Jul 31, 2026
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I wish but I couldn't score it, would much prefer that though. I checked the DW but could only find oxy or heroin there and then again it could be a scam and the punishment for ordering this stuff is too much uncertainty. Funny how 98% pure amygdalin tablets are just legally sold though.
Seems there'll be a time window tomorrow for me to go to the woods to do it. I'll update when I'm there.
 
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Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
192
Hi, this is my first post, been lurking for a while. So my plan is basically to consume 200x 500mg amygdalin tablets alongside vitamin C on an empty stomach. According to all my research this should almost 100% be fatal if there's no medical intervention and even then it needs to be aggressive and fast to do anything. This amount of amygdalin should release ~6000mg of HCN (cyanide) once it reaches the smaller intestine and that's like 20-100 times the LD100 apparently. I'm also considering a couple of Seroquel beforehand to prevent vomiting. I am aware that this will be excruciatingly painful but I haven't managed other methods as the SI was too strong and I believe just ingesting something would be easiest psychologically. I ideally want to go somewhere in nature to do it where no one could find me but I might not get the chance as I'm being monitored by family. What do you guys think of the method? Cheers.
Only if you use an antiemetic or you'll just vomit it out, additionaly it will be quite painful. (I have tried death via amygdalin before)
 
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AndyXD6060

Member
Aug 6, 2026
29
Only if you use an antiemetic or you'll just vomit it out, additionaly it will be quite painful. (I have tried death via amygdalin before)
hey could we talk, i could use some help been researching a lot of things but am getting stuck on a lot .
please let me know / text me when u are free i would like to talk
 
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Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
192
hey could we talk, i could use some help been researching a lot of things but am getting stuck on a lot .
please let me know / text me when u are free i would like to talk
Sorry, You don't have enough posts for pms/dms they only become available after a certain number of posts.
You can just ask me about my experiences or factual information I have, in this thread.
hey could we talk, i could use some help been researching a lot of things but am getting stuck on a lot .
please let me know / text me when u are free i would like to talk
Hey, I don't want to be rude but I noticed that almost all your posts are just asking to text somebody. why is that?
 
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AndyXD6060

Member
Aug 6, 2026
29
Sorry, You don't have enough posts for pms/dms they only become available after a certain number of posts.
You can just ask me about my experiences or factual information I have, in this thread.

Hey, I don't want to be rude but I noticed that almost all your posts are just asking to text somebody. why is that?
yeah i noticed that too not able to text someone

Well I recently found this page like 2-3 days ago

I have been trying for ways to yk just so I can rest finally my entire been an actual hell well to make it short since i cant share everything out in open

- was born with cancer so child hood went in hospitals

- abusive parents i can say the parts i remember but its too long so in short - hands , fingers, legs broken multiple times n back of my head once , neck almost snapped multiple times and they did well few more things which i cant share is worse then bones breaking

- was sexually assulted once as a kid by a random yeah
- school yk the usual, bullied , fights, drama, betrayal etc etc

so been trying to get into contacts with someone that has actual info and can help me out as its really hard for me (sorry if the text was too long)


- Basically I am hoping/ trying to look for a way thats kinda like idk painless perhaps ?

like I could de in my sleep or such cases - hoping maybe atleast I can rest in peace

let me know if theres anything - thankyou
 
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AndyXD6060

Member
Aug 6, 2026
29
Sorry, You don't have enough posts for pms/dms they only become available after a certain number of posts.
You can just ask me about my experiences or factual information I have, in this thread.

Hey, I don't want to be rude but I noticed that almost all your posts are just asking to text somebody. why is that?
hey sorry not sure if u texted me or not I think its bugg

here's my discord if u have one or can text there please do so
= drew_090

thats my discord .. thankyou
 
rainatthebusstop

rainatthebusstop

feel free to kill me
Aug 20, 2025
273
I sure hope it does work but given that I have found online stores that sell vitamin B17+Vitamin C supplements I am sceptical
 
StoneCactus

StoneCactus

Student
Mar 15, 2026
106
What about enteric coated capsules, i.e. capsules that don't dissolve until they hit the small intestine? Would that help with vomiting and let you use the Vitamin C + Amygdalin method reliably?
 

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