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deadlyhollows

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Jul 31, 2026
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Hi, this is my first post, been lurking for a while. So my plan is basically to consume 200x 500mg amygdalin tablets alongside vitamin C on an empty stomach. According to all my research this should almost 100% be fatal if there's no medical intervention and even then it needs to be aggressive and fast to do anything. This amount of amygdalin should release ~6000mg of HCN (cyanide) once it reaches the smaller intestine and that's like 20-100 times the LD100 apparently. I'm also considering a couple of Seroquel beforehand to prevent vomiting. I am aware that this will be excruciatingly painful but I haven't managed other methods as the SI was too strong and I believe just ingesting something would be easiest psychologically. I ideally want to go somewhere in nature to do it where no one could find me but I might not get the chance as I'm being monitored by family. What do you guys think of the method? Cheers.
 
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LostHighway

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Hi, this is my first post, been lurking for a while. So my plan is basically to consume 200x 500mg amygdalin tablets alongside vitamin C on an empty stomach. According to all my research this should almost 100% be fatal if there's no medical intervention and even then it needs to be aggressive and fast to do anything. This amount of amygdalin should release ~6000mg of HCN (cyanide) once it reaches the smaller intestine and that's like 20-100 times the LD100 apparently. I'm also considering a couple of Seroquel beforehand to prevent vomiting. I am aware that this will be excruciatingly painful but I haven't managed other methods as the SI was too strong and I believe just ingesting something would be easiest psychologically. I ideally want to go somewhere in nature to do it where no one could find me but I might not get the chance as I'm being monitored by family. What do you guys think of the method? Cheers.
are you sure you can't score fentanyl? it would be quick, painless and peaceful. trouble is finding a good source.
 
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deadlyhollows

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I wish but I couldn't score it, would much prefer that though. I checked the DW but could only find oxy or heroin there and then again it could be a scam and the punishment for ordering this stuff is too much uncertainty. Funny how 98% pure amygdalin tablets are just legally sold though.
Seems there'll be a time window tomorrow for me to go to the woods to do it. I'll update when I'm there.
 
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