Visiting my death site

[burninghill]

If all goes the way I expect then I will be dead in 5 days. My spot is a railway by the coast.

I used to go there a lot when I was scoping it out and understanding which parts are accessible during different tide heights. I haven't gone there in a while because my body is easily exhausted and I'm in some pain.

I am going to get extremely drunk today. When I attempt I will be drunk and maybe also take a small amount of DPH. The effects of DPH are worsened by alcohol. I just need to make sure I choose the correct ratio because DPH causes pretty apparent physical impairment.

 

[telekon]

I wanna get extremely drunk today

 

[burninghill]

I wanna get extremely drunk today

Godspeed to you telekon

 

[Passenger4224]

How did you feel when you were there?

 

[burninghill]

How did you feel when you were there?

Confident and familiar. I have attempted there twice before and visited countless times so I feel quite connected to the location itself and not scared of the location or rails.

I couldn't imagine dying anywhere else.