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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

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Apr 21, 2025
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I haven't wanted to watch a movie in a few days now. I've watched some but it's hard to work up the enthusiasm to pay attention to them when I used to watch a lot of them in the past. I think I want to watch them less since I used to watch movies with my best friend in person along with me watching them online. I want to watch movies with other people or know people who watch the same movies with me, but only my friend likes the movies that I like. I think that watching movies on my laptop can get really boring if I don't feel like doing it in the first place and don't have someone to discuss it with. I've mostly just been binging Jerma videos and my favorite youtube channel Sleep Deprived. It's a gaming channel that's 3 guys and 1 girl and I've watched almost every video, so I rewatch it because I know how the videos go when I pick one. I think that it helps to watch 1 channel consistently so that I always have something to turn on, but I don't watch that many channels besides it. What do you like watching?

I feel like when I watch day after day of slop content my brain just starts melting like those old people that lay on their couch watching Wheel of Fortune. When I feel depressed it's hard to watch stuff that's actually interesting because I feel so overstimulated. I think I just like hearing a familiar voice when everything makes me scared. I really want someone to spend time with, but saying that makes me sound whiny. People know how to spend time alone when they get older but I get really anxious and start worrying about stuff.
 
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landmine

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Mar 12, 2023
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it's unrelated, but i see you like madoka magica too !!
i;ve wanted to find someone to talk about it , and just how lovely the ideas are. (witches, transformation, doppels, etc)

but i understand wanting to watch stuff with other people too! if i really like something, i really feel the urge to talk about it a lot kldsufhhksd ..
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

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Apr 21, 2025
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it's unrelated, but i see you like madoka magica too !!
i;ve wanted to find someone to talk about it , and just how lovely the ideas are. (witches, transformation, doppels, etc)
i probably need to rewatch it because i've forgotten most of the plot by now lol
it was one of my favorite shows that i watched with my sister when i was younger and i still call it one of my favorite animes even though the last time i watched it was like 5 yrs ago. i think my most favorite things that i've watched have been things that i've been able to discuss with other people. madoker stays 🔛🔝‼️‼️. i've reached out to some of the people on here and they always tell me they love pmmm too lol. i miss watching things with my bud the most
 
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Sep 4, 2024
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when im feeling down, a couple of funny animal video sometimes brighten my mood, be it a cat, giraffe, lizard, etc
i also watching numbers of cooking video lately
 
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May 31, 2025
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Something I have been doing to help with feeling this way is watching live streamers 😭 It can definitely help to feel less lonely because there are always people interacting in the live chat, and finding the right streamer is someone a bit silly with jokes etc can really help to cheer me up :)
 
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