video or images of what dying from SN or N is like

[Stargazer100]

Hi, I wonder if anyone knows of the existance of any videos or images of people who use SN or N. I think I did see someone on Google after sucesfull suicide with SN but that was just one person and I think to truly see what it does with a person it would help to see it a few times. Even more helpful would be to see it in action from start till end. Just to put all the text in perspective. Like, how long os someone who takes SN concious and how obvious would it be to others that he took SN if they happen to walk past. How does fast does he loose consciousness and does he seem to panic at all.

It would probably be difficult to watch, but also very informative. Please don't just post it here or if that's even allowed at least use a spoiler tag and a warning. Discussion about whether you've seen some is also welcome.

 

[insanedoomer]

i will stream my ctb by sn by date plan , send me a message .

 

[xBrialesana]

I would like to video chat just so I'm not alone. I've spent my whole life alone I don't want to die alone. I just don't know the safety of the other partner involved

 

[khz89]

I had seen a picture of someone who died by SN, they looked awful with very brown and mottled skin, like a zombie. I don't know if it happens to everyone but that really put me off the method

 

[Jumping_realms]

I had seen a picture of someone who died by SN, they looked awful with very brown and mottled skin, like a zombie. I don't know if it happens to everyone but that really put me off the method

Yeah, That's partly whats pushing me toward going the N route. I wouldn't like looking at blue nail beds and stuff for my final minutes on earth.

I'd rather have a warm barbiturate blanket to ease me into nothingness.

 

[Anonymous_A]

Literally just search it on google.

 

[upthedownescalatorr]

There's a few documentaries on dignitas which show people dying from N. It's literally just falling asleep, though they only have to consume a powdered solution rather than two bottles of vet N which would be significantly less pleasant to swallow. I worry when I drink it I'll impulsively spit it out.

Yeah, That's partly whats pushing me toward going the N route. I wouldn't like looking at blue nail beds and stuff for my final minutes on earth.

I'd rather have a warm barbiturate blanket to ease me into nothingness.

Same. Aside from the obvious peacefulness my main reason for N is I want to cause as little distress to my parents as possible. Obviously whichever way I go will devastate them but the idea of them seeing my body mottled and bloated is horrific to me.

 

[Rabitfever]

I believe Letzte Ausfahrt had streamed himself using SN and a few folks here have seen it..I've not been able to see it myself

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

I would like to video chat just so I'm not alone. I've spent my whole life alone I don't want to die alone. I just don't know the safety of the other partner involved

I felt the same way. And I tried partners three times. All turned out very, very badly. For me. Seems you have to be "the right" kind of person to have luck finding a trustworthy, non-predatory partner. Now I've resigned myself to doing exactly what I don't want to--dying alone in an isolated spot. Hope my passing is very quick and painless.. Good luck.

 

[Lost Magic]

I had seen a picture of someone who died by SN, they looked awful with very brown and mottled skin, like a zombie. I don't know if it happens to everyone but that really put me off the method

I have seen the pics as well but listen, death aint supposed to be pretty. Your body will decompose and look dreadful no matter what method you choose. I mean turning blue and stuff is better than blowing your brains all over the place, is it not?

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

death aint supposed to be pretty

I don't care what I look like after. I just don't want pain--including the terror of waiting to die. I agree--death is usually messy.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I worry about what my body will look like too. Someone on another thread described the body of N taker as turning blue from lack of oxygen. I dont know how blue they turned but turning blue is why i dismissed SN as a method

 

[Lost Magic]

I worry about what my body will look like too. Someone on another thread described the body of N taker as turning blue from lack of oxygen. I dont know how blue they turned but turning blue is why i dismissed SN as a method

You would be dead. Why would it even matter haha. Do you expect to turn into a super model when you die? ffs It's just a corpse.

 

[khz89]

I have seen the pics as well but listen, death aint supposed to be pretty. Your body will decompose and look dreadful no matter what method you choose. I mean turning blue and stuff is better than blowing your brains all over the place, is it not?

To me it's worth considering how much of a mess or disturbing sight i'm leaving for other people to find. The more peaceful/natural the better, imo

 

[Lost Magic]

To me it's worth considering how much of a mess or disturbing sight i'm leaving for other people to find. The more peaceful/natural the better, imo

I hear ya but I don't care tbh. Sodium Nitrite is one of the few peaceful deaths that is non violent. Beggars can't be choosers. Fuck the dead body haha

 

[Blackwoods1]

I hear ya but I don't care tbh. Sodium Nitrite is one of the few peaceful deaths that is non violent. Beggars can't be choosers. Fuck the dead body haha

I'm going to be ctb by sn today and honestly I'm really looking forward to it

 

[Lost Magic]

I'm going to be ctb by sn today and honestly I'm really looking forward to it

well I hope you find peace. I want to be gone this year as well.

 

[xBrialesana]

You would be dead. Why would it even matter haha. Do you expect to turn into a super model when you die? ffs It's just a corpse.

I'm INCREDIBLY conceited in terms of my appearance. (Self conscious is more the word, an obsession with looks). Lmao when I ctb that will be the one time I'm not stressing about my appearance! Dead is dead!

And the earth is all messed up, I give it 200 years max before some shit goes down on the globe that brings out a bunch of caskets (such as Hurricane Katrina :( ). I'll just be another one of those so no my looks aren't a concern I'm just debating dying my hair first LOL. I've been growing out my natural red hair, but no fun colors is destroying me. I think I'm gonna bleach once my date is set and go hot pink again or this beautiful turquoise/purple pastel ombré. Anyways whoever listened to my 6 day in insomnia rant thank you.

 

[ITSCHRISHERE123]

I had seen a picture of someone who died by SN, they looked awful with very brown and mottled skin, like a zombie. I don't know if it happens to everyone but that really put me off the method

That's after they die. Not before

That's after they die. Not before

Your body isn't going to be in the best condition when you start to deteriorate. But that wouldn't be your problem if your already died. ‍

 

[Lawliet]

I had seen a picture of someone who died by SN, they looked awful with very brown and mottled skin, like a zombie. I don't know if it happens to everyone but that really put me off the method

Share?

 

[Lost Magic]

Share?

Just type SN poisoning in to google images. It aint pretty but like I said before it is just a dead body.

 

[Bullit]

I worry about what my body will look like too. Someone on another thread described the body of N taker as turning blue from lack of oxygen. I dont know how blue they turned but turning blue is why i dismissed SN as a method

You could be a Smurf!

 

[posec]

I'm going to be ctb by sn today and honestly I'm really looking forward to it

Good luck, I wish you well.