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aaakiee

Member
Jul 23, 2024
10
Hi, this is my second time writing this so I'll be briefer. (I accidently refreshed the page).

I found it by sticking together info from multiple posts.
The abbreviation is CSM. The website is mainly black and white.

I know I'm asking for verification, but I don't want to specifically say any more details aside from that, at least in an open post.

Of course, I could just try to buy it myself, but I'm in a position where I'm worried if I get a wellness check, I'll basically be fucked.

If anyone knows what website I'm talking about and have placed an order before, please let me know, otherwise I'll probably end up buying from it myself and taking that risk.
 
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aaakiee

Member
Jul 23, 2024
10
I don't really know where else to write this but, to the person who started a private convo with me when I try to open it the website just opens to a blank page.
Tried to start one to ask why/if it was closed or something, but that opens to a blank page as well
 
NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,516
People who are new or have a low post count aren't able to access chats or DMs or the search function. You'll have to post more, interact with the forum more to unlock those features.
 
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aaakiee

Member
Jul 23, 2024
10
People who are new or have a low post count aren't able to access chats or DMs or the search function. You'll have to post more, interact with the forum more to unlock those features.
Ah, okay, I thought I had enough because the button to start a conversation is there. Sort of wish there was a message telling that rather than just a blank screen though
 
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BradGuy123

Specialist
Jul 6, 2025
325
If I ever have to CTB, SN seems like an easy, peaceful option. But I think obtaining it would be very difficult. I've seen other people say this on this forum. Presumably, by publicly posting their source, the Web site could be shut down. I have no idea how people are finding their sources.
 
Sucka4life

Sucka4life

Member
Dec 21, 2025
23
"Very difficult" is an understatement. I have searched the ends of the earth for sources with no luck. Today I ordered from the source that's being referred to in this thread. The website is up and running. I'm just hoping it's legit.
 

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