Venting

[starboy2k]

I just finished reading a couple of news articles about people (police officers, civilians etc) "saving" suicidal folks and it irks the absolute shit out of me. NOT EVERY PERSON SAVED FROM SUICIDE WANTS TO CONTINUE LIVING AS THAT HAS BEEN PROVEN AGAIN AND AGAIN.

I dare anyone try to fuck up my suicide because they want to get treated like a hero by shitty news stations, while I get sanctioned off like the freak I will be treated as. Those sons of bitches are no different than indifferent family members who ignore/invalidate your cries for help while you're alive, then fake sob like little bitches on the news because they want to garner sympathy points for milking the suicide they didnt even give two shits about.

You try to stop my suicide, Im taking you with me bitch. Try to stop me from jumping off a ledge, looks like WERE BOTH going for a last ride. Try to stop me from hanging myself, oh no now the cord I wanted to kill myself with is now around YOUR NECK and Im not letting go until you see a white light. Try to resuscitate me after ingesting SN or some shit, Im going feral and gouging the eyes out of any nurse, paramedic, doctor etc who bring me back to life because you most definitely have me fucked up.

You want to fucking hospitalize me, Im gonna make you work for it. The ONLY person that will stop me from attempting/committing is ME. Ive been neglected, beaten, cursed, abused, bullied, and treated like shit all my life and I was paid dust and casted off to the damn side, and NOW the "universe" wants someone to save me when Im attempting my final escape out of this glorified animal cage….HELL THE FUCK NO. My attempted suicide will not be your 15 minutes of fame. MOTHER FUCK THAT and FATHER FUCK YOU.

 

[58Alice85]

some cop or normie stopping my suicide is my worst nightmare, luckily i have a place where no one will see me

 

[Grimlock]

You described perfectly what I've felt about others for a long time. The person attempting to intervene must either be self centered or naive. Not understanding that even if well intentioned these impulsive actions can worsen the situation. It is just assumed that all lives are salvageable and have the same potential to improve. This probably makes me come off as bitter and vile but I am not sure how else to word it.

I dare anyone try to fuck up my suicide because they want to get treated like a hero by shitty news stations

It really does suck how these things get treated, the lowest point in someone's life being sensationalized, reduced to some spectacle. On the other end some stranger is to be lauded as a hero despite them not having the full picture.