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Karenbaker

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Jun 17, 2018
63
I'd say most people that are on this forum are venters they don't really want to commit suicide just mainly want to vent and that can be a good thing

The real people that ctb aren't all over forums instead they quietly commit behind closed door and do it without any commotion
 
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Done

Student
Jul 28, 2018
124
I can't speak for others but I am very ready to ctb and just waiting for my meds in the mail to do so. In the meantime for the next two weeks or so, I come here everyday mostly to read from people that are feeling very similarly to me. It's not like we can really share these thoughts with others in our personal lives without upsetting them or being forced into a psych ward. This site has made me feel less lonely, has brought me knowledge on how to execute my primary and backup method, and gives me the chance to talk to others that are in the same boat.
 
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No1SpecL2U

Member
Jul 22, 2018
29
As a lurker before signing up and reading tons of posts, I would say some seek and value the companionship and bonds built from these strangers awaiting their time for various personal reasons. Research and not wanting to mess up is another good reason. But all the info can add doubt and prolong it all or maybe even add hope.

I will somewhat agree with not being all out there amd just staying hush behind closed doors. Hence why I don't post often here either. I failed Father's day and will be homeless Tuesday. I may or may not have another go before then. I still want my family back and know it won't happen. Can't say for sure what or when I'll go myself, but it all is accessible, ready, and I do have the will for my ways.
 
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JayZT

JayZT

Member
Jul 12, 2018
96
I guess you could be right for some people. Some find comfort in discussing such things as Suicide with others experiencing the same thing not with the hope of doing it but rather with the hope that they understand whereas others are ready to do it and just want to talk to gain confidence etc.
 
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6477244ts5

Student
Jun 13, 2018
193
It's not that simple. I have been in and out of similar forums for 10 years and lots of members have CTB. Lots of people come to such places simply to get good info on methods. Lots come to share. Lots come to start trouble. The mods here have done a great job handling the latter if they have even shown up yet.
 
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Dead_Inside

Wizard
Jul 2, 2018
622
I didn't use any forums before my first attempt... just tried to research it myself and get it done. Didn't work. That's when I figured out there was other people and maybe someone could help me figure this out. I like talking to people about how things are going in my life but ultimately I am just looking for methods or refinement on my previous method. But I am sure it's different for each person. Wouldn't blame anyone for feeling scared to try or just coming here to vent. Life is fucking hard.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

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Apr 30, 2018
2,549
This post is wrong on so many levels.

Sounds like you are trying to stir up drama.

Well done, Ms.Karenbaker!
 
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Smilla

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Apr 30, 2018
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It's not that simple. I have been in and out of similar forums for 10 years and lots of members have CTB. Lots of people come to such places simply to get good info on methods. Lots come to share. Lots come to start trouble. The mods here have done a great job handling the latter if they have even shown up yet.


10 years is a long time
 
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Tiburcio

Guest
To be honest...

I'm extremely decided to commit suicide. I could live perfectly but I'm here because I DON'T WANT to do it.

Some people says that nobody here wants to die, which is terribly wrong, some people want to do it and I'm not the only one.

I vent sometimes but the main reason I joined here was for getting information about methods and that list of resources in sticky threads.

If I am here is not because I have hope or I want to umprove my life... Oh god no. I am still here because I'm waiting for the right moment. I don't live alone and my lack of resources is extreme, I only have access to hanging and I will never do now because I would be "saved". I don't want that risk, I'm suicidal but not impulsive: if I do it, I will do it right.
 
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skitliv

skitliv

Le mort joyeux
Jul 11, 2018
485
Please don't make general assumptions like that, nothing is either black or white as you wanna make it
 
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Comatose11

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Jul 26, 2018
572
And you just made another post like this 8 days later. Are you really that desperate for a reaction?
 
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deflagrat

deflagrat

¡Si hablas español mándame un mensaje privado!
Apr 9, 2018
360
It's not about posting here but their real life circumstances. If they change their mind in the process of thinking about suicide that's perfectly understandable. If you can fight your depression or make the pain go away you may do that and forget about suicide until you start to suffer again, every scenario is different because people have different personalities and want different things.

Some people kill themselves without telling us, some never intended to kill themselves, others will die years later... Realistically the chance of seeing someone ready to die the next day is small, people undergo a process until they are actually ready to killl themselves and it can be long.
 
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typx

Specialist
May 4, 2018
381
The REAL people. Lol.. not these fake ass fakers on here!
 
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