Venting

[sufferinghell]

I haven't been in a good place mentally for a while. It's been over two years since I've had contact with my parents, my wife divorced me because I can't carry a child (I've had 3 miscarriages in 2 years). I honestly feel like there's nothing left me. I've attempted before with no success. I've tried ODing and suffocation with a bag. I don't want to live anymore. Life is so painful and I can't handle it.
I've talked to my therapist about if these thoughts/feelings/urges will ever go away and she said "sometimes they do and sometimes they don't". I CAN NOT live with these thoughts 24/7.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand finding it painful to suffer in this existence, I also just wish to be free from it all, I wish for no more pain and suffering. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[Ferreter]

I'm sorry you're going through that pain and suffering, venting helps, so try as much as you can to get it out of your system. Even if you feel there's no solution, sometimes the solution is just speaking it out.