Venting Venting

[Theshyguy]

I'm tired of living. Nothing I do brings me joy. I'm 30 and haven't gone anywhere in life and I just don't want to. I shouldn't have to live a life I don't want to anymore. I shouldn't have to keep worrying about how my family feels about everything. I keep coming back to this small sense of hope telling me,"it's ok, you'll get your life together." I'm tired of hearing it because I know now it isn't true. It's too late for me. What's the point of living if you never get what you want in life? All I want is the willpower to overcome that little bit of hope and be done with all of this.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's true that in this dreadful world, hope is just a delusion to inevitably lead to more suffering but I understand that it's awful feeling trapped in an existence that you are tired of, existing certainly is so hopeless. But anyway I wish you the best.