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What a day What a day
Sep 23, 2022
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I have to die. It's safer that way, why is it so hard ? Why are there so many hurdles to do so. So many thoughts

I use to be able to climb out of this hole , to manage to semi keep it together. I even was able to move out on my own ! I never imagined that being possible. Now I'm just falling apart . Things are getting darker , everything is.

It hurts. The emptiness , the uncertainty, I feel stuck , trapped. Why did I have to be born, out of all people. I can't
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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This unfortunate put hard make hard ctb. Real emty uncertain this world , this real cruelty not body understand inside suffering keep force suffering, hope day method peace
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,104
Your feelings are understandable. It really can be so dreadful feeling trapped in this life when all that you want is to be gone. It's all very tiring as there is no real relief from what we have to go through as long as we exist. I also hate how dying is this difficult.
 

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