Venting Vent

[Specific_Milk]

I was so sure i was gonna die last sunday. I was hellbent on making partial work. My neck hurts like shit. I tried and tried and just wouldnt pass out. I just want to die. If my neck didnt hurt this badly i'd be attempting again rn. It's so humiliating. Ive never been more sure of ctbing than that night. Yet i failed as with everything else in my miserable life. I just want to go.

 

[mortuarymary]

Recover first from your neck injury. Don't try again yet or you could do more damage. Maybe think of a different way to CTB

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really awful what you went through, I find it so horrible and cruel how people have to resort to methods like that in the first place and cannot just have the option to die peacefully. But anyway I hope that you eventually find freedom from your suffering.