Qua
there's no turning back now
- Apr 30, 2023
- 78
I just feel like shit. Complete shit not worth anything. Everything around me annoys me so much I want to just destroy my whole room, scream my lungs out and cry. The amount of anger I have inside me just keeps on building up for years and years now since I fucking never have any way to let it out. I wanna cry, I wanna close my eyes and never wake up but I also don't want to fall asleep and I just want to feel better. I absolutely hate being in this state of mind when it seems like nothing ever will get better, nothing can help me and I will never feel good. Why does that repeat so many times and why am I not used to it yet? It has happened so fuckjng many times before just stop or let me get used to it so I start ignoring it instead of laying down and feeling like I'm dying inside
