i feel like i can do nothing right, im struggling to keep my eyes open and everythings boring, i dont think anyone will ever love me. im not attractive or interesting, everytime im around my friends i cant stop thinking about how much better they are. i dont feel like im worth anything. im not even very good at my job anymore. i feel like im getting worse at art. im trying to get therapy for trauma but i cant fucking talk or think or do anything so i dont know how to help myself.
Zillai
I exist(for now)
- Jul 17, 2023
- 40
I feel the same way, the only bit of sexual attention someone has given me was rape, other then that people look and stare at me like im an animal, it truely hurts.
