Venting Vebt

[Specific_Milk]

I feel so awful all the time now. Cant sleep cant eat cant do work . I dont know where my life went so wrong. I dont know what i did to deserve this. I shouldve died last week. I feel guiilty for still being here. Why do other ppl get to go and not me? I'm sick. I might have a mental illness but im too embarrased to have it checked out. I dont want to be in pain anymore. I cant even escape reality with sleep because I keep having extremely anxious dreams. I wake up in the middle of the night (like i did just now) filled with anxiety and stress. I hate it. Sleep is so triggering for some reason. I want the pain to end so badly.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand that it's dreadful feeling so trapped in this existence that just causes suffering but anyway best wishes, to me it really would be such a relief having the option to just fall asleep eternally.