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Slipkorn
Member
- May 10, 2023
- 50
I've been lurking a while, and been researching various methods to CTB
First off, I don't care who finds me or what state I'll be in. All I care is ensuring I wont be here anymore.
1. SN
As with most, this is the way I would like to do it. However, it's impossible to get without an inside connection somewhere. In the US it's now heavily regulated, so unless I find someone in the dark with it, it's not gonna happen. Plus anyone with a source could either be LEO or a scam.
2. Night Night
Sounds good in theory, but in practice I'm failing to see it's effectiveness. Yes there are successes, as with any other method. My problem with it is that the focus is the carotid, while you end up putting more pressure on the jugular instead. More pressure on jugular is extremely uncomfortable. If I could get it right I'd send it, but I cant get it right.
3. Partial Hanging
Same with Night Night so much strain on the Jugular. It becomes unpleasant. I understand there's nothing peaceful about CTB in of itself, but not one of my preferred methods for sure. Don't know if I'm using the right rope, or if there even is a right one.
4. Inert Gas
Same with SN, near impossible to get your hands on without some declaration. Now for some, maybe easy, but understand my position. I have destroyed both of my shoulders, carrying something heavy is very difficult, but I'll sure as hell try. Next to that, I don't have a car or license. This method seems the best, if you can get your hands on everything.
5. Firearm
I could easily pass background, but as stated I don't drive. Trying to take public transit, walking, or calling an Uber would land me in an altercation real fast. My best bet would be convincing a friend to drive me to and from a store, but anyone who knows me knows I'm not a gun nut.
6. Carbon Monoxide
This is the method I'm considering the most right now. Buying a tent, small grill, and charcoal raises no red flags. I'm just going camping. all Items can be carried in a backpack. Dying in my sleep has been my dream, and this seems to be the ticket.
I'm looking for some insight on any of these methods. As it stands, I'm not seeing any others being viable for me. If someone thinks I'm missing something let me know. If you have additional information I would love to hear it. I'm done with life.
First off, I don't care who finds me or what state I'll be in. All I care is ensuring I wont be here anymore.
1. SN
As with most, this is the way I would like to do it. However, it's impossible to get without an inside connection somewhere. In the US it's now heavily regulated, so unless I find someone in the dark with it, it's not gonna happen. Plus anyone with a source could either be LEO or a scam.
2. Night Night
Sounds good in theory, but in practice I'm failing to see it's effectiveness. Yes there are successes, as with any other method. My problem with it is that the focus is the carotid, while you end up putting more pressure on the jugular instead. More pressure on jugular is extremely uncomfortable. If I could get it right I'd send it, but I cant get it right.
3. Partial Hanging
Same with Night Night so much strain on the Jugular. It becomes unpleasant. I understand there's nothing peaceful about CTB in of itself, but not one of my preferred methods for sure. Don't know if I'm using the right rope, or if there even is a right one.
4. Inert Gas
Same with SN, near impossible to get your hands on without some declaration. Now for some, maybe easy, but understand my position. I have destroyed both of my shoulders, carrying something heavy is very difficult, but I'll sure as hell try. Next to that, I don't have a car or license. This method seems the best, if you can get your hands on everything.
5. Firearm
I could easily pass background, but as stated I don't drive. Trying to take public transit, walking, or calling an Uber would land me in an altercation real fast. My best bet would be convincing a friend to drive me to and from a store, but anyone who knows me knows I'm not a gun nut.
6. Carbon Monoxide
This is the method I'm considering the most right now. Buying a tent, small grill, and charcoal raises no red flags. I'm just going camping. all Items can be carried in a backpack. Dying in my sleep has been my dream, and this seems to be the ticket.
I'm looking for some insight on any of these methods. As it stands, I'm not seeing any others being viable for me. If someone thinks I'm missing something let me know. If you have additional information I would love to hear it. I'm done with life.