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Slipkorn

Member
May 10, 2023
50
I've been lurking a while, and been researching various methods to CTB

First off, I don't care who finds me or what state I'll be in. All I care is ensuring I wont be here anymore.

1. SN
As with most, this is the way I would like to do it. However, it's impossible to get without an inside connection somewhere. In the US it's now heavily regulated, so unless I find someone in the dark with it, it's not gonna happen. Plus anyone with a source could either be LEO or a scam.

2. Night Night
Sounds good in theory, but in practice I'm failing to see it's effectiveness. Yes there are successes, as with any other method. My problem with it is that the focus is the carotid, while you end up putting more pressure on the jugular instead. More pressure on jugular is extremely uncomfortable. If I could get it right I'd send it, but I cant get it right.

3. Partial Hanging
Same with Night Night so much strain on the Jugular. It becomes unpleasant. I understand there's nothing peaceful about CTB in of itself, but not one of my preferred methods for sure. Don't know if I'm using the right rope, or if there even is a right one.

4. Inert Gas
Same with SN, near impossible to get your hands on without some declaration. Now for some, maybe easy, but understand my position. I have destroyed both of my shoulders, carrying something heavy is very difficult, but I'll sure as hell try. Next to that, I don't have a car or license. This method seems the best, if you can get your hands on everything.

5. Firearm
I could easily pass background, but as stated I don't drive. Trying to take public transit, walking, or calling an Uber would land me in an altercation real fast. My best bet would be convincing a friend to drive me to and from a store, but anyone who knows me knows I'm not a gun nut.

6. Carbon Monoxide
This is the method I'm considering the most right now. Buying a tent, small grill, and charcoal raises no red flags. I'm just going camping. all Items can be carried in a backpack. Dying in my sleep has been my dream, and this seems to be the ticket.

I'm looking for some insight on any of these methods. As it stands, I'm not seeing any others being viable for me. If someone thinks I'm missing something let me know. If you have additional information I would love to hear it. I'm done with life.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,256
Trying to take public transit, walking, or calling an Uber would land me in an altercation real fast.
Why would this be? Why would an Uber driver need to know what you have? Just wrap it up and place in a bag. Same for the bus.
 
pharmacoepia

pharmacoepia

STEM nerd that is pro-CTB. Asmov looks far-out eh?
Apr 9, 2023
106
I've been lurking a while, and been researching various methods to CTB

First off, I don't care who finds me or what state I'll be in. All I care is ensuring I wont be here anymore.

1. SN
As with most, this is the way I would like to do it. However, it's impossible to get without an inside connection somewhere. In the US it's now heavily regulated, so unless I find someone in the dark with it, it's not gonna happen. Plus anyone with a source could either be LEO or a scam.

2. Night Night
Sounds good in theory, but in practice I'm failing to see it's effectiveness. Yes there are successes, as with any other method. My problem with it is that the focus is the carotid, while you end up putting more pressure on the jugular instead. More pressure on jugular is extremely uncomfortable. If I could get it right I'd send it, but I cant get it right.

3. Partial Hanging
Same with Night Night so much strain on the Jugular. It becomes unpleasant. I understand there's nothing peaceful about CTB in of itself, but not one of my preferred methods for sure. Don't know if I'm using the right rope, or if there even is a right one.

4. Inert Gas
Same with SN, near impossible to get your hands on without some declaration. Now for some, maybe easy, but understand my position. I have destroyed both of my shoulders, carrying something heavy is very difficult, but I'll sure as hell try. Next to that, I don't have a car or license. This method seems the best, if you can get your hands on everything.

5. Firearm
I could easily pass background, but as stated I don't drive. Trying to take public transit, walking, or calling an Uber would land me in an altercation real fast. My best bet would be convincing a friend to drive me to and from a store, but anyone who knows me knows I'm not a gun nut.

6. Carbon Monoxide
This is the method I'm considering the most right now. Buying a tent, small grill, and charcoal raises no red flags. I'm just going camping. all Items can be carried in a backpack. Dying in my sleep has been my dream, and this seems to be the ticket.

I'm looking for some insight on any of these methods. As it stands, I'm not seeing any others being viable for me. If someone thinks I'm missing something let me know. If you have additional information I would love to hear it. I'm done with life.
SN is hard to get because of dumbass activists like the women who runs StopSasu. Don't be scared of LEO's though, and be scared of scammers. Go under the pretense that you need to use SN for curing meat or chemistry purposes. Scammers will try to sell you SN for crazy low prices. Don't fall for it.

Inert gases are harder to get due to prices and stock issues. Most companies prefer to do deals with business rather than individuals.

Don't do firearms unless you are 100% sure you are precise enough. Don't. Do. It.
 
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Slipkorn

Member
May 10, 2023
50
Why would this be? Why would an Uber driver need to know what you have? Just wrap it up and place in a bag. Same for the bus.
I do not have a poker face. I will look shifty as fuck. Also lets just say I don't live in Texas, otherwise I would just do it and not care.
SN is hard to get because of dumbass activists like the women who runs StopSasu. Don't be scared of LEO's though, and be scared of scammers. Go under the pretense that you need to use SN for curing meat or chemistry purposes. Scammers will try to sell you SN for crazy low prices. Don't fall for it.

Inert gases are harder to get due to prices and stock issues. Most companies prefer to do deals with business rather than individuals.

Don't do firearms unless you are 100% sure you are precise enough. Don't. Do. It.
I think i couild recognize a scam pretty easy. As for firearm, I would go with a 12ga buckshot. Confident I would be accurate.
 
unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
I'm still set on the car method + impulse. I started to realize i don't have the patience for SN anymore. i need it quick and painful. i haven't done it yet because of things popped up.
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
7,256
Also lets just say I don't live in Texas, otherwise I would just do it and not care.
Now that I understand. With this understanding, I'd vote for #4 or #6.
 
generaltonight1709

generaltonight1709

over it
Jun 1, 2023
50
I've been lurking a while, and been researching various methods to CTB

First off, I don't care who finds me or what state I'll be in. All I care is ensuring I wont be here anymore.

1. SN
As with most, this is the way I would like to do it. However, it's impossible to get without an inside connection somewhere. In the US it's now heavily regulated, so unless I find someone in the dark with it, it's not gonna happen. Plus anyone with a source could either be LEO or a scam.

2. Night Night
Sounds good in theory, but in practice I'm failing to see it's effectiveness. Yes there are successes, as with any other method. My problem with it is that the focus is the carotid, while you end up putting more pressure on the jugular instead. More pressure on jugular is extremely uncomfortable. If I could get it right I'd send it, but I cant get it right.

3. Partial Hanging
Same with Night Night so much strain on the Jugular. It becomes unpleasant. I understand there's nothing peaceful about CTB in of itself, but not one of my preferred methods for sure. Don't know if I'm using the right rope, or if there even is a right one.

4. Inert Gas
Same with SN, near impossible to get your hands on without some declaration. Now for some, maybe easy, but understand my position. I have destroyed both of my shoulders, carrying something heavy is very difficult, but I'll sure as hell try. Next to that, I don't have a car or license. This method seems the best, if you can get your hands on everything.

5. Firearm
I could easily pass background, but as stated I don't drive. Trying to take public transit, walking, or calling an Uber would land me in an altercation real fast. My best bet would be convincing a friend to drive me to and from a store, but anyone who knows me knows I'm not a gun nut.

6. Carbon Monoxide
This is the method I'm considering the most right now. Buying a tent, small grill, and charcoal raises no red flags. I'm just going camping. all Items can be carried in a backpack. Dying in my sleep has been my dream, and this seems to be the ticket.

I'm looking for some insight on any of these methods. As it stands, I'm not seeing any others being viable for me. If someone thinks I'm missing something let me know. If you have additional information I would love to hear it. I'm done with life.
I feel like the charcoal method could be good. I am planning that as one of my methods, as it is easy, and as you said not sus.
There is also a HUGE megathread on the CO/charcoal method, and a lot of people have already done the calculations for you in there.
I can give you some too if you're still with us.
If you go with charcoal in a tent, light the charcoal for about an hour until it turns ashy gray, then put it in ur tent, for I would say about 45 minutes. Now this part I am not 100% sure on, as I would be going for my car not a tent. But you could either get in with the charcoal when you put it in ( I would look more into that part as I am not sure if getting in right away would be the best option) or you could try getting in super fast after the 45 minutes and just sit there, lay down, play some music and fall asleep.
If you do the after 45 minutes, before you do this I would def practice getting into the tent as fast as you can to try and not let any CO out, as much as possible.
I hope you the best in this cruel shitty world. <33
 

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