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marmota

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Jun 8, 2026
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No one suspects i want to ctb, so i thought about just drinking SN in a water bottle while going to work, toss the water bottle and just sit there pretending to be asleep (i dont think i will need aditional drugs, im okay with a little bit of pain). Is this an extremely bad idea? I feel like a weird and inexplicable death will be less traumatic for my family than a suicide.
 
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yes7777777

Member
Apr 30, 2026
50
high chances of getting rescued + even if u die the doctors will know its SN since it has obvious symptoms
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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Not unless you want to be saved. Pretend to be asleep while you're throwing up, maybe dry heaving, getting the cold sweats, eventually convulsing & doing agonal breathing & then the death rattle??? And while your skin & nails have turned blue? That sounds a bit unrealistic.

And a weird accidental death? Do you really live in a country with no police force to speak of? No medical examiners either? Do such places even still exist? Otherwise, all deaths are investigated & the cause will be clear.
 
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Apr 16, 2024
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not a chance it could be considered accidental. central cyanosis will be prominent.
 
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marmota

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Jun 8, 2026
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Not unless you want to be saved. Pretend to be asleep while you're throwing up, maybe dry heaving, getting the cold sweats, eventually convulsing & doing agonal breathing & then the death rattle??? And while your skin & nails have turned blue? That sounds a bit unrealistic.

And a weird accidental death? Do you really live in a country with no police force to speak of? No medical examiners either? Do such places even still exist? Otherwise, all deaths are investigated & the cause will be clear.
My bad, i didnt know SN would make me throw up and have convulsions before fainting.
About your second paragraph, yes, there are places like that.
 
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DoomsdayCTB

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Apr 24, 2026
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Do you go on night runs? As mentioned early, if someone sees you vomiting (or appearing like you're having a seizure) you might end up alive in a hospital. If it's not unusual for you to jog at night, maybe you could get away with it. And of course, they may think you died naturally until they find out you didn't? Then if they say "you would never do that, you were poisoned" it would be a waste of resources. It might cause them more pain. Maybe just leave a note saying "your brain was sick, but you didn't believe me. I'm sorry"
 
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yes7777777

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Apr 30, 2026
50
if u wanna die accidentally then just go to a dangerous area in ur town and piss some people off.

or turn to be a druggie and overdose on drugs
 
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Bishop

Bishop

People die the way they lived
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Nat Geo Mountain GIF by National Geographic Channel
 
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lpdsvm

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Jan 11, 2026
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I want to do something like that but forever lol
video
I want to sleep sleep sleep. Wonderful. Lol
 
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diealegend24

Member
May 11, 2026
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if u wanna die accidentally then just go to a dangerous area in ur town and piss some people off.

or turn to be a druggie and overdose on drugs
What kind of death would that be called?
 

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