using my epilepsy as a help to commit suicide

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i know what things i need to do to increase my chances of a seizure...
for example bad sleep... not enough sleep and other ways also...
also certain things i should not eat.

so if i do all those bad things, then the next day i will have a very high chance of a seizure.
i could wake up and hurry to go in the water somewhere.
so that i will pass out which the seizure does, and then just drown.

only problem is...... imagine how awkward it would be just sitting around inside a pool for maybe 8 hours, waiting for a seizure.
people would start to think what's wrong with that person.

i would need to have access to private water somewhere...
or a jaccuzi that's deep enough.

shit man, why is this so complicated?

 

[DivineSpark]

Last time I had epileptic seizure it was few months ago....when it happened. I hit my face straight into door.....I was bleeding like crazy, I was taken hospital where they put stitches to my face.

 

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Last time I had epileptic seizure it was few months ago....when it happened. I hit my face straight into door.....I was bleeding like crazy, I was taken hospital where they put stitches to my face.

sorry to hear. youre diagnosed with epilepsy or was the seizure from something else?