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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
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So I ordered a rope on Amazon that only arrives on Thursday. Every passing day my inaction worsen my life so either I take my life or I get out of my hole which seems impossible.

So I tested out twisting a bed sheet so it like a rope an tightening it around my neck. Shit just hurts but I guess it could maybe do the trick although I have absolutely no fucking idea how people don't pull out of this after a couple seconds. My head still hurts and it's been 10 hours

Can bedsheets do the trick?
 
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So I ordered a rope on Amazon that only arrives on Thursday. Every passing day my inaction worsen my life so either I take my life or I get out of my hole which seems impossible.

So I tested out twisting a bed sheet so it like a rope an tightening it around my neck. Shit just hurts but I guess it could maybe do the trick although I have absolutely no fucking idea how people don't pull out of this after a couple seconds. My head still hurts and it's been 10 hours

Can bedsheets do the trick?
The answer is yes because there are plenty of videos showing things like this. Things far sketchier than this or rope actually

But I'd wait for the rope idk sheets might hurt more. I assume you have the rope by now
 
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Exhausted546

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Did you ever find out?
I have a rope now
The answer is yes because there are plenty of videos showing things like this. Things far sketchier than this or rope actually

But I'd wait for the rope idk sheets might hurt more. I assume you have the rope by now
Yes I have it. I got sent to the psych ward after a friend snitched on me.

My situation got more complicated. I hope to go through with it today
 
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I have a rope now

Yes I have it. I got sent to the psych ward after a friend snitched on me.

My situation got more complicated. I hope to go through with it today
Good luck, Exhausted546
 
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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
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Update please.
I'm didn't get the right time window to do it since Saturday. Right now I just came out of a 1h30 meeting with a sweet social worker, I was fully mentally prepared to do it before the meeting, I even finalized my suicide letter, practiced the noose and all. I just arrived home and I'm home alone for the next 45 minutes.

Im trying to push myself to be as mentally prepared to go through it as I was before I was that meeting. Time is running out.

If I don't do it today I'll run in the same issue tomorrow,I'll be thrown off after I meet with my friend. I can't refuse tomorrow cause he'll suspect something is wrong, he's the one that got me sent to the psych ward in the first place 2 weeks ago

42 mins left to make a decision. Actually 22 minutes left, I need to be hanging for 20 mins at least to make sure I'm dead
 
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I'm didn't get the right time window to do it since Saturday. Right now I just came out of a 1h30 meeting with a sweet social worker, I was fully mentally prepared to do it before the meeting, I even finalized my suicide letter, practiced the noose and all. I just arrived home and I'm home alone for the next 45 minutes.

Im trying to push myself to be as mentally prepared to go through it as I was before I was that meeting. Time is running out.

If I don't do it today I'll run in the same issue tomorrow,I'll be thrown off after I meet with my friend. I can't refuse tomorrow cause he'll suspect something is wrong, he's the one that got me sent to the psych ward in the first place 2 weeks ago

42 mins left to make a decision. Actually 22 minutes left, I need to be hanging for 20 mins at least to make sure I'm dead

Dude, don't do it in a rush, because it might not end well. I'm not here to talk you out of it, but at least give yourself some time to plan your attempt properly.

You just found out yesterday that you were using the wrong knot. I'm also not sure about your setup. If you just pinch the rope between the door and the doorframe, that's not very secure. You need to tie the rope to something on the other side, otherwise it might slip through the gap under your weight.

It's your decision, but I don't have a good feeling about this.
 
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Exhausted546

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Dude, don't do it in a rush, because it might not end well. I'm not here to talk you out of it, but at least give yourself some time to plan your attempt properly.

You just found out yesterday that you were using the wrong knot. I'm also not sure about your setup. If you just pinch the rope between the door and the doorframe, that's not very secure. You need to tie the rope to something on the other side, otherwise it might slip through the gap under your weight.

It's your decision, but I don't have a good feeling about this.
Yes I tied the rope to the door knob on the other side but you're right. It threw me off that the slip knot I was practicing wasn't the right slip knot.

I had a test run where I slipped off the chair that almost took my life with this set up, despite my weight the rope didn't slip through the door's gap, thankfully the noose was low enough that I could stand on something. I got rope burns on my neck from this tho.

I appreciate your concern however, truly
 
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