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eleanorrigby

Member
Jul 13, 2019
5
oh so I didnt knew that you are really serious with that suiciding thing dont do it people...
 
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Life+me=error

Life+me=error

Warlock
May 22, 2019
736
What happened to @ddutch ?
 
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Rukia

Rukia

Enlightened
Jun 3, 2019
1,078
Thinking about @Superfluous ...Anybody knows sth? Can be via Pm...
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
What happened to @ddutch ?
He kept trying to ban himself from frustration but could not stay away. he says this time before he left, he created a new password by mashing his forehead on the keyboard, so he doesn't know what it is and can never log back in.
;-;
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
oh so I didnt knew that you are really serious with that suiciding thing dont do it people...
lol. Eleanor Rigby is one of the saddest, most ctb-inducing songs ever written. So creepy. I think they were writing about their crazy lonely fans, screaming everywhere they went.

AAAAAAAAAH!
Look at all the lonely people!
AAAAAAAAAH!
Look at all the lonely people!
 
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LaBrava

LaBrava

Experienced
May 5, 2019
265
I'm sure she's fine, but I find myself concerned that not_a_robot hasn't posted since yesterday since she's such a constant presence on here. Hope she's smoking some good weed.
 
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Rukia

Rukia

Enlightened
Jun 3, 2019
1,078
Thinking about @Angst Filled Fuck Up

BTW What is the point of banning oneself if the posts remain?

I self banned myself from one forum but there your posts then changed their label to "anonymous"...here it is not the case....I wonder...
 
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oopswronglife

Elementalist
Jun 27, 2019
870
BTW What is the point of banning oneself if the posts remain?

The point is to keep anyone else from using your account after you CTB, if they found the password or you were auto logged in etc. But I do agree and wish there was an option to self delete any or all posts and find it really frustrating that there is not. Personally it has a chilling effect as to what I will and won't say knowing I cannot remove it if I feel like it.
 
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Rukia

Rukia

Enlightened
Jun 3, 2019
1,078
if they found the password or you were auto logged in etc. But I do agree and wish there was an option to self delete any or all posts and find it really frustrating that there is not. Personally it has a chilling effect as to what I will and won't say knowing I cannot remove it if I feel like it.

I agree but I understand our admins stance to some degree, and maybe if really needed they would be kind enough to delete...
There is the reply option as well so the complete deletion is complicated...
 
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LaBrava

LaBrava

Experienced
May 5, 2019
265
Two days now that not_a_robot hasn't posted. I'm sure she's fine, but her presence here is missed.
 
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Halo13

Halo13

Wizard
May 9, 2019
671
@Rukia @LaBrava please try not to get too worried too quickly. Many members are taking a break right now until everything settles down.
 
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Lara Francis

Lara Francis

Enlightened
Jun 30, 2018
1,627
@Rukia @LaBrava please try not to get too worried too quickly. Many members are taking a break right now until everything settles down.
This may be a good idea for me.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,907
Two days now that not_a_robot hasn't posted. I'm sure she's fine, but her presence here is missed.
@Rukia @LaBrava please try not to get too worried too quickly. Many members are taking a break right now until everything settles down.


Sometimes I'm not on for days. Sometimes because of work, sometimes I have other things to do and can't always be on but that is just me. :wink:
 
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Rukia

Rukia

Enlightened
Jun 3, 2019
1,078
I just saw some more names crossed out...I know some maybe want to leave without much ado but still it is hard...People you talk to just disappear without any info or goodbye...
The funniest(?) was when someone requested a ban during discussion with me :meh: ...I was convinced he was banned by a mod and that I will be next...

Still no info about @Superfluous , @Angst Filled Fuck Up :aw:
 
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Kikoo Loool

Kikoo Loool

Enlightened
Feb 25, 2019
1,128
I'm very worrried about @brighter and @AnnihilatedAnna . Haven't seen them for more than a month. I used to kik with Anna but didn't answer anymore, kik kow says her device's off. Anna and I had promised each other to warn before ctb. She didn't say anything, I have a little hope though.

@AnnihilatedAnna gave me a sign of life this morning :happy:
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Left:
@Hopeless_soul - she messaged me that she'd ctb around this time tonight and haven't heard from her since.
@Johnnythefox
@lululoo
@MachineGunDani
@Fucking loving it
@throwaway777
@JadedGray
@sólstafir
@Pilum Muralis
@Santiago
@spanishguy22

Still Unknown:
@Angst Filled Fuck Up
@Superfluous
@15dec
@brighter
@AhG
@LastFlowers
@martha
@SadGirl
@Severen

May have missed some, but yea what a week.
 
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Menschenfeind

Menschenfeind

Jan 25, 2019
131
Left:
@Hopeless_soul - she messaged me that she'd ctb around this time tonight and haven't heard from her since.
@Johnnythefox
@lululoo
@MachineGunDani
@Fucking loving it
@throwaway777
@JadedGray
@sólstafir
@Pilum Muralis
@Santiago

Still Unknown:
@Angst Filled Fuck Up
@Superfluous
@15dec
@brighter
@AhG
@LastFlowers
@martha
@azucaramargo
@SadGirl
@Broken
@Severen

May have missed some, but yea what a week.

+ @kuddelmuddel23 with N this week. Final peace to all of them.
 
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TheNorthernSilence

TheNorthernSilence

Arcanist
Nov 13, 2018
430
I wish I had messaged @lululoo before she left, she seemed like a nice person. Ah well, I probably wouldn't had anything worth saying anyway :(
 
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Broken

Paragon
Dec 7, 2018
930
Left:
@Hopeless_soul - she messaged me that she'd ctb around this time tonight and haven't heard from her since.
@Johnnythefox
@lululoo
@MachineGunDani
@Fucking loving it
@throwaway777
@JadedGray
@sólstafir
@Pilum Muralis
@Santiago

Still Unknown:
@Angst Filled Fuck Up
@Superfluous
@15dec
@brighter
@AhG
@LastFlowers
@martha
@azucaramargo
@SadGirl
@Broken
@Severen

May have missed some, but yea what a week.
Hey ive been away for a while. Trying to sort my shit out but not getting very far! I now live in a homeless shelter! But ive got my N now anyway so im just seeing how it goes over the next few weeks. @Johnnythefox has left or ctb? i new things would be different since ive been gone?
Hey ive been away for a while. Trying to sort my shit out but not getting very far! I now live in a homeless shelter! But ive got my N now anyway so im just seeing how it goes over the next few weeks. @Johnnythefox has left or ctb? i new things would be different since ive been gone?
I wont leave or ctb without saying some sort of goodbye :)
 
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not_a_robot

not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
2,121
I'm sure she's fine, but I find myself concerned that not_a_robot hasn't posted since yesterday since she's such a constant presence on here. Hope she's smoking some good weed.
I'll be around a bit less in the future, got a move coming up. I will be returning to obsess about suicide and death periodically though; it's my favorite topic, I can't stay away.
 
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Circles

Visionary
Sep 3, 2018
2,297
Hey ive been away for a while. Trying to sort my shit out but not getting very far! I now live in a homeless shelter! But ive got my N now anyway so im just seeing how it goes over the next few weeks. @Johnnythefox has left or ctb? i new things would be different since ive been gone?

I wont leave or ctb without saying some sort of goodbye :)
Nice to see you're still here man. And @Johnnythefox is just giving it a break but I don't know if he may ctb. Hope things can get settled man but you know how hope goes so, hugs.
 
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Rukia

Rukia

Enlightened
Jun 3, 2019
1,078
and @bacardirum was banned or self banned dont know...
@Life+me=error was banned or self banned too...
 
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Rukia

Rukia

Enlightened
Jun 3, 2019
1,078
@dolphin2.0 aka @dolphin :'(
 
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omoidarui

omoidarui

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Apr 30, 2019
993
many people like @ddutch and @Only Me Here have left because of all the troll accounts
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
Left:
@Hopeless_soul - she messaged me that she'd ctb around this time tonight and haven't heard from her since.
@Johnnythefox
@lululoo
@MachineGunDani
@Fucking loving it
@throwaway777
@JadedGray
@sólstafir
@Pilum Muralis
@Santiago
@spanishguy22

Still Unknown:
@Angst Filled Fuck Up
@Superfluous
@15dec
@brighter
@AhG
@LastFlowers
@martha
@SadGirl
@Severen

May have missed some, but yea what a week.
I'm still here, just not very active. Trying to recover :)
 
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