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[stellabelle]

where the fack is @Dead Meat?

 

[MistakesHappen]

@Vaughn
คุณเงียบไปหมดเพื่อนฉันเป็นห่วงคุณและมะเร็งลำไส้ใหญ่ของคุณ

lol

 

[Jupiter]

I can't believe this guy is online again.

 

[lululoo]

Goodbye @JustAboutDone. I hope she comes back. She was able and willing to call out scammers while also remaining civil to members who were civil to her, and helping keep this place from becoming totally unpleasant.

 

[Chinaski]

I can't believe this guy is online again.

Mercifully the staff at Sanctioned Suicide Dot Com have assured us everything is okay and that the only thing wrong with Vaughn was his post quality, the stickying of a notice warning against scams was purely coincidental in its timing. Nor are there any alts, even if it may be confusing for staff to say that immediately after posting to state that they've banned an alt, and this assurance that it's been "settled via pm" with just one individual user before the thread was immediately locked is certainly in keeping with the high standards of honesty, approachability and transparency we've come to expect, hugs etc, 99.4% warning for dissent

 

[JJ-NOHOPE]

Wanted to post this in justaboutdone's goodbye post, but it has been closed (which is ridiculous I think).

@JustAboutDone - please don't leave us!
You are one of the kindest people here. You are nothing but supportive to everyone in your posts. You have been kind to me, and that is a very rare thing in life. This forum has helped me enormously, due to people like you.

As far as these scammers go, don't let them ruin it for the rest of us. @Johnnythefox and @Chinaski I thank you for your unceasing support and vigilance against these scammers.

 

[Johnnythefox]

Wanted to post this in justaboutdone's goodbye post, but it has been closed (which is ridiculous I think).

@JustAboutDone - please don't leave us!
You are one of the kindest people here. You are nothing but supportive to everyone in your posts. You have been kind to me, and that is a very rare thing in life. This forum has helped me enormously, due to people like you.

As far as these scammers go, don't let them ruin it for the rest of us. @Johnnythefox and @Chinaski I thank you for your unceasing support and vigilance against these scammers.

Thanks

 

[Swisher]

where the fack is @Dead Meat?

Stellabelle...I was going to ask you.
I can't stand not knowing? He said nothing? He does get sick but he's never been gone this long during my time here?

 

[stellabelle]

Stellabelle...I was going to ask you.
I can't stand not knowing? He said nothing? He does get sick but he's never been gone this long during my time here?

I know only as much as you do.

 

[Memento Mori]

time to go soon.

wish there was a choice or however you want to call it. better start working on some death notes to have enough time to perfect them

wanted to be helpful and enrich ppl on here with thoughts, instead of venting and describing my shitty life like always. pls no encouragement that I did otherwise, since my perception makes it not possible to take that serious.

don't know what to expect anymore from death except silence. i'm not made for holding on all the time, i gave up my will to live a long time ago, and since i'm the only one who can recover it i need to WANT it. i also didn't suffer enough on this planet for my behaviour or did anything for another person, i will try to do that on any way that comes up my mind before ctb. it's time to give up all the things my heart still clings on and flee from the never ending pain that's growing. i will miss this woman more and more, day for day, even after death. i will miss the dead friends i didn't have/take enough time to talk to. i will miss hedonism and smoking tasty weed, and i will miss just enjoying the moment, breathing, being alive and conscious. for the moment i'm happy that i have enough pills and alcohol to try ctb in combination with something else, i'm gonna get myself high for tonight, as far as i can, secretly i hope that i ctb by accident but i know it's not going to work without extra preparation. so let's just check where my mental borders are. am already high but i feel to numb to sense that.

am not gonna count up people here, i'll just say i'm glad that most of you are still alive. try to enjoy. as long as it's possible to fight, never give up. depending on my mentality i might not die a normal ctb-way. hanging vs dying in a fight vs sedatives vs jumping time will show which one i'll choose. i wish all of you the energy to manage your depression and find something you know you are determined for. i may not have lost my determination, but i have to accept that i'm not made for it, nor worth it. some things are just not possible in this world, and some people are not falling because they're weak and gave up, but because they're humans with limited resources. somehow I tried my best to stay alive, and i will try more in the next 3 weeks. and when i did this, then i can peacefully and regretless say to her: sorry, i really tried. i want you to be happy. i can't be happy anymore in life, but i may be in death. please let me go, so that we can both be happy...if there is life after life i will meet you again, even if it's just that special eye contact for one second, i'm gonna look for you for the rest of my life, and i'm gonna make myself a man that's worth breathing the same air as you

don't know if i'm gonna look up here often but i'll say goodbye when it's time. i had a somehow acceptable phase for some weeks, after many months of hell, and now shit went even deeper...you know how it works. please don't try to talk me out of my decision, please put your effort into someone worth it.

i didn't really recognize any fake acc's here, even that Vaughn guy seemed to be normal, met him in chat lol...well, take care...and NEVER send money to someone here out of despair, if you want to give away money for free better send it to me for buying some N lol. maybe i somehow manage to visit mexico and get some cheap N with my last two cents if i decide to die by sedatives

thank you for being there, for taking time for each other. i wish for all of you not to die and not to suffer, i'm not really religious but maybe it's not wrong to try to thank "god" today for the fact that some ppl like us still are able to be happy about being alive, even though it's hard to think about Sinbad simultaneously.

greetz

 

[DepressionsAHo]

time to go soon.

wish there was a choice or however you want to call it. better start working on some death notes to have enough time to perfect them

wanted to be helpful and enrich ppl on here with thoughts, instead of venting and describing my shitty life like always. pls no encouragement that I did otherwise, since my perception makes it not possible to take that serious.

don't know what to expect anymore from death except silence. i'm not made for holding on all the time, i gave up my will to live a long time ago, and since i'm the only one who can recover it i need to WANT it. i also didn't suffer enough on this planet for my behaviour or did anything for another person, i will try to do that on any way that comes up my mind before ctb. it's time to give up all the things my heart still clings on and flee from the never ending pain that's growing. i will miss this woman more and more, day for day, even after death. i will miss the dead friends i didn't have/take enough time to talk to. i will miss hedonism and smoking tasty weed, and i will miss just enjoying the moment, breathing, being alive and conscious. for the moment i'm happy that i have enough pills and alcohol to try ctb in combination with something else, i'm gonna get myself high for tonight, as far as i can, secretly i hope that i ctb by accident but i know it's not going to work without extra preparation. so let's just check where my mental borders are. am already high but i feel to numb to sense that.

am not gonna count up people here, i'll just say i'm glad that most of you are still alive. try to enjoy. as long as it's possible to fight, never give up. depending on my mentality i might not die a normal ctb-way. hanging vs dying in a fight vs sedatives vs jumping time will show which one i'll choose. i wish all of you the energy to manage your depression and find something you know you are determined for. i may not have lost my determination, but i have to accept that i'm not made for it, nor worth it. some things are just not possible in this world, and some people are not falling because they're weak and gave up, but because they're humans with limited resources. somehow I tried my best to stay alive, and i will try more in the next 3 weeks. and when i did this, then i can peacefully and regretless say to her: sorry, i really tried. i want you to be happy. i can't be happy anymore in life, but i may be in death. please let me go, so that we can both be happy...if there is life after life i will meet you again, even if it's just that special eye contact for one second, i'm gonna look for you for the rest of my life, and i'm gonna make myself a man that's worth breathing the same air as you

don't know if i'm gonna look up here often but i'll say goodbye when it's time. i had a somehow acceptable phase for some weeks, after many months of hell, and now shit went even deeper...you know how it works. please don't try to talk me out of my decision, please put your effort into someone worth it.

i didn't really recognize any fake acc's here, even that Vaughn guy seemed to be normal, met him in chat lol...well, take care...and NEVER send money to someone here out of despair, if you want to give away money for free better send it to me for buying some N lol. maybe i somehow manage to visit mexico and get some cheap N with my last two cents if i decide to die by sedatives

thank you for being there, for taking time for each other. i wish for all of you not to die and not to suffer, i'm not really religious but maybe it's not wrong to try to thank "god" today for the fact that some ppl like us still are able to be happy about being alive, even though it's hard to think about Sinbad simultaneously.

greetz

Goodbye bud

 

[Swisher]

Thanks

I know only as much as you do.

Thanks, I was off-line a while

 

[stellabelle]

Thanks, I was off-line a while

Welcome back

 

[Whatshername]

Wanted to post this in justaboutdone's goodbye post, but it has been closed (which is ridiculous I think).

@JustAboutDone - please don't leave us!
You are one of the kindest people here. You are nothing but supportive to everyone in your posts. You have been kind to me, and that is a very rare thing in life. This forum has helped me enormously, due to people like you.

As far as these scammers go, don't let them ruin it for the rest of us. @Johnnythefox and @Chinaski I thank you for your unceasing support and vigilance against these scammers.

My feelings exactly. @JustAboutDone , I hope you will feel safe enough to come back soon. We're going to miss you :(

 

[Jupiter]

Mercifully the staff at Sanctioned Suicide Dot Com have assured us everything is okay and that the only thing wrong with Vaughn was his post quality, the stickying of a notice warning against scams was purely coincidental in its timing. Nor are there any alts, even if it may be confusing for staff to say that immediately after posting to state that they've banned an alt, and this assurance that it's been "settled via pm" with just one individual user before the thread was immediately locked is certainly in keeping with the high standards of honesty, approachability and transparency we've come to expect, hugs etc, 99.4% warning for dissent

You put in words what I was thinking.

 

[color_me_gone]

You put in words what I was thinking.

Ditto

 

[color_me_gone]

time to go soon

hope you find your peace, dear fellow

 

[Johnnythefox]

What happened to @311

 

[stellabelle]

What happened to @311

From 311

ok i just wanted to wish everyone the best, since i dont know whether im banned for good. I recieved 10% that put me over the edge but it didnt say what for. I did have alts but i didnt use them at the same time. I used them one after the other i just remade accounts after awhile. As for my amitriptyline procurement i will use someone i know to let everyone know how that goes and she will include the url if it works. Hope everyone finds peace! Sorry if i did anything to upset anyone in the past.

anyone can email me at [email protected] or message me on discord if they any questions about the amitriptyline method.

 

[Jenna]

I echo everything about @JustAboutDone and couldn't say it better myself. She is one of the kindest people ever. I did lose someone special on here and she reached out to me right away. I marveled at her posts here and the messages she sent me.

 

[Swisher]

From 311

ok i just wanted to wish everyone the best, since i dont know whether im banned for good. I recieved 10% that put me over the edge but it didnt say what for. I did have alts but i didnt use them at the same time. I used them one after the other i just remade accounts after awhile. As for my amitriptyline procurement i will use someone i know to let everyone know how that goes and she will include the url if it works. Hope everyone finds peace! Sorry if i did anything to upset anyone in the past.

anyone can email me at [email protected] or message me on discord if they any questions about the amitriptyline method.

Hey, I'm not aware of any intricacies of the site or other issues. I can't even tell when you wrote this, but Wikipedia has a heading the "Amitriptyline Method" you can go there it's simple. And I'm no amitriptyline aficionado either, but that method takes a lot of medication or you can end up feeling absolutely horrible and rather than losing your life, you may just have TD forever... there are two methods and you need to be comfortable. it's no fun.

 

[Circles]

I know it's pathetic but I'm emotional af and miss her already. @JustAboutDone you reached out to me and I didn't value you the way I should had until it was too late. It's cheesy but it means a lot that someone cared enough to ask how I was doing. You talked to me in my darkest moments and I can't say enough to tell you it means a lot and I am just so so sorry I couldn't help you enough in yours. You brought light in the darkest of places, you helped and that should mean everything.

Thank you for your kindness.

 

[Deleted member 4993]

It seems @JustAboutDone has managed to get her account deleted bless her.
It was worrying her for certain reasons.

 

[Johnnythefox]

What happened to @Samuel

 

[Deleted member 4993]

@Morpheus is absent does anyone know much about her.

 

[Mrs.O'Leary'sCow]

What happened to @Samuel

Yeah, I was starting to warm up to his charming brand of shitposting

 

[DepressionsAHo]

Yeah, I was starting to warm up to his charming brand of shitposting

He was def my favorite
Forever in our hearts <3 samuel

 

[whereisfreedom]

Is it normal that I cannot contact a mod?
I registered 2weeks+.
I want to ask for discord.

 

[MistakesHappen]

Is it normal that I cannot contact a mod?
I registered 2weeks+.
I want to ask for discord.

You have to make more posts, give the games in offtopic a try or just hang around a little bit. Don't make useless posts just to reach the number tho;)

 

[Redt2go]

@About_to_Go