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Theanswer

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Jun 26, 2022
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Would love feedback on my updated final regimen. Thanks.

I am CTB on Monday in a hotel suite. Bedroom, living room, kitchen, and bathroom. My bedroom door will be closed and so will my bathroom door. The only walls in my suite that I share are my outside bathroom wall. which shares a wall with next room's living room. My bathroom door will be closed.

Will be micro dosing Klonopin throughout Sunday and Monday and even now – 5 mg per day. Will also be vaping tobacco throughout day.

10:00 am: eat breakfast – oatmeal, toast, apple, whatever
After eating, solid fast starts

3:00 pm: Clear liquid fast starts though will try not to previously drink a lot throughout the day.

6:00 pm: 600mg of Ibuprofen (Advil) with sips of water

6:15 pm: 30 mg of meto and 8 mg of Zofran dissolved under tongue

6:20 pm: 10 mg of klonapin dissolved under tongue. Tested 10 mg a couple of days ago and it definitely calmed me down, somewhat deadened awareness but I don't think it will affect cognitive abilities. Will test 10 mg dose again tomorrow, Sunday.

6:30 pm: 40 mg of propranolol dissolved under tongue. I am not going to take 400 mg nor with SN but a bit unsure of dosage. Tested 10 mg today and it immediately calmed me down but…no idea what 40 mg will do to me but feel 40 mg will work?

While waiting, prepare 50 mil of water in each of 3 glasses. Then, at 6:30 pm, mix 3 glasses of SN – 25 gm SN with 50 mil of plain water in each glass. I have digital scales and beakers. Three glasses not needed but just in case. I also have jars with tight seals so may premix in morning in case mixing seems too much for me right before drinking. PN says fine to premix for a day or two and leave in tightly sealed glass/jar, which I have. Don't know if I want to risk that though, so going to see how my testing goes today with measuring liquid and table salt.

I will be laying on king size bed with all lamps, items, tables moved away. There are only bedside stands on each side of bed and they're up against walls. Could be a possibility of me knocking them over but if I move them, then where will I place drinks? Need to be on bed before drinking. Not much room to be on the floor. Numerous people were intervened in a hotel because people heard stuff being knocked over.

7:00 pm: Drink SN. Will have vomit bucket lined with bag and towels on bed, IF needed. And (jug of) water on side stand in case attempt fails and I need to induce vomiting. Extremely unlikely but covering bases. Hope to be slightly upright with pillows or trying to lie on my L side in recovery position. Who knows how long or if that will work. : )

I will hold nose while drinking and may use a straw. The straw will prevent me from quickly gulping it down, though, which is needed. Will test today when measuring practice with sea salt. So maybe skip the straw and just gulp? After I drink SN, small piece of strong peppermint to minimize taste, then release nose. I also could use Listerine Pocketmist strips. But either peppermint or strips will add more, a bit, into my stomach. Maybe I leave that go?

Thanks, again, and for reading this long post!
 
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Jrmull1993

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Jul 13, 2022
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@Theanswer I don't see any changes between this plan and the one you had up earlier, but as previously stated it seems like you have a well thought out plan. The 40mg of propranolol will be enough to slightly reduce your heart rate, and should work well with the benzodiazepines in reducing your anxiety.

Best of luck with finding your peace.
 
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@Theanswer I don't see any changes between this plan and the one you had up earlier, but as previously stated it seems like you have a well thought out plan.

Best of luck with finding your peace.
There are changes and questions, which you missed. No need to be worry about it. Best of luck to you, too.
 
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Jun 9, 2022
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Using straw help a bit but still have the salty taste at the back of tounge, so may be gargling honey to mask the entire mouth. If you want to gulp it then I suggest orajel a few minutes before drinking to numb your tongue.
The regimen seems all fine, you don't have to swallow the peppermint; Though my preference is Baileys Irish Cream, I don't think swallowing it will make significant reaction in stomach; Add music and notes, that's all complimentary. Wish you peaceful journey.
 
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Theanswer

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Using straw help a bit but still have the salty taste at the back of tounge, so may be gargling honey to mask the entire mouth. If you want to gulp it then I suggest orajel a few minutes before drinking to numb your tongue.
The regimen seems all fine, you don't have to swallow the peppermint; Though my preference is Baileys Irish Cream, I don't think swallowing it will make significant reaction in stomach; Add music and notes, that's all complimentary. Wish you peaceful journey.
Thank you - good feedback! I bought oral gel on Thursday (chloraseptic or throat/mouth numbing spray did nothing) and was going to test it today to get the effect. Was testing other stuff and packing remaining stuff up and forgot!
 
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Good luck!!!
 
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