Update: I failed

[Ready124]

I failed at this too. Felt like absolute crap because it didn't work and I just had a pounding headache for days. But I'm back to how I was now and chosen another method that I've researched inside and out so I don't fail again. That feeling is awful. Don't be to hard on yourself

 

[Thelastanon24]

Converter on the exhaust manifold? This is the newest invention to get it up to a working temperature faster. At the same time, it is easily accessible, to disconnect it and to connect a hose directly to the exhaust.

The pros of this method: i could mess around with all of it without suspicion. I'm always working on little things on my truck.
The cons? I'm in a sling and won't be able to do much with my dominant hand for months. Everything seems like a dead end right now...

I failed at this too. Felt like absolute crap because it didn't work and I just had a pounding headache for days. But I'm back to how I was now and chosen another method that I've researched inside and out so I don't fail again. That feeling is awful. Don't be to hard on yourself

I just tried to get up and feed the dogs and almost fell to my knees from the vertigo. I feel like I've been hit in the head with a sledgehammer. Do you think I should go to the hospital? The quicker I get back to 100% the quicker I can try again.

 

[been_there]

Guns and jumping should be the last resort, as failing these are a nightmare. But also the most certain. Failure 1 to 7%. Less if you plan it properly.

otoh if you believe in such things, you could take the failure as a 'sign' to fuck off your heartbreak, ignore other people's bullshit and try to find something that you enjoy.

Please don't be hard on yourself. Failed attempts are really distressing. Try to push thoughts of this aside.

 

[Joannf]

CO seems like the best possible way, there's just some science behind it; one that I didn't master. Everything else seems too risky. I could use a gun but what if it the bullet doesn't penetrate? There's no building here high enough to jump from. I can't get my hands on pure helium. Everything in this method seems logical to me I'm just frustrated that I did it wrong.

Maybe we can close the day with a remark about the 'CO via car exhaust' method, if I tried this I would think about grabbing the hases at the, what's that in english, the manifold (really ? Dictionary says so), and lay a tube from there into the interior. I helped change a fuel pump last year, so I roughly know how a car looks from under... but I would rather buy a cheap generator, you get them under $100, these are sure to work but they really create terrible exhaust gases, not just CO. You are either tough enough to bear the smell, or you make a filter (hard to fix to generator exhausts, which are ridiculous affairs).

Then, sans high buildings, there's the guns - if you can't get a short-barrelled shotgun, use a revolver rather than an automatic 0less bulky, a nine in the mouth makes you speechless), certainly nothing under a .38, use something like silver tips for bullets, in doubt metal jackets. Here's an image that shows where to shoot, barrel into the mouth, stand beside a mirror and shoot almost horizontally, just slightly upward. You want to hit the lower part of the brain, the beginning of the brain stem.where it starts to lead into the spine. That's about the size of an eye under where the red glow is.

But seriously, the CO should work just fine if you treat it like a friend and give it a second chance ;)

The pros of this method: i could mess around with all of it without suspicion. I'm always working on little things on my truck.
The cons? I'm in a sling and won't be able to do much with my dominant hand for months. Everything seems like a dead end right now...
I just tried to get up and feed the dogs and almost fell to my knees from the vertigo. I feel like I've been hit in the head with a sledgehammer. Do you think I should go to the hospital? The quicker I get back to 100% the quicker I can try again.

I can't see what they would be able to actually do for you in the hospital, we can't do much about the brain at all. I wanted to ask about vertigo, because that's what you get first of course, I hope there's nothing messed up with your inner ear - expect this to go away, but you can of course tell them you barely escaped your garage, in which a generator was running. I haven't yet heard of a miracle drug that restores brain regions that suffered from asphysiation effects, the brain deoes that on its own, it may take time. Sleep, taking a sleeping pill will not do damage. Avoid alcohol. And I hope you made sure the dogs will be taken care of ???

 

[Thelastanon24]

Maybe we can close the day with a remark about the 'CO via car exhaust' method, if I tried this I would think about grabbing the hases at the, what's that in english, the manifold (really ? Dictionary says so), and lay a tube from there into the interior. I helped change a fuel pump last year, so I roughly know how a car looks from under... but I would rather buy a cheap generator, you get them under $100, these are sure to work but they really create terrible exhaust gases, not just CO. You are either tough enough to bear the smell, or you make a filter (hard to fix to generator exhausts, which are ridiculous affairs).

Then, sans high buildings, there's the guns - if you can't get a short-barrelled shotgun, use a revolver rather than an automatic 0less bulky, a nine in the mouth makes you speechless), certainly nothing under a .38, use something like silver tips for bullets, in doubt metal jackets. Here's an image that shows where to shoot, barrel into the mouth, stand beside a mirror and shoot almost horizontally, just slightly upward. You want to hit the lower part of the brain, the beginning of the brain stem.where it starts to lead into the spine. That's about the size of an eye under where the red glow is.

But seriously, the CO should work just fine if you treat it like a friend and give it a second chance ;)


I can't see what they would be able to actually do for you in the hospital, we can't do much about the brain at all. I wanted to ask about vertigo, because that's what you get first of course, I hope there's nothing messed up with your inner ear - expect this to go away, but you can of course tell them you barely escaped your garage, in which a generator was running. I haven't yet heard of a miracle drug that restores brain regions that suffered from asphysiation effects, the brain deoes that on its own, it may take time. Sleep, taking a sleeping pill will not do damage. Avoid alcohol. And I hope you made sure the dogs will be taken care of ???

I will eventually do the same method again, sans the fire starter, as we talked about earlier in the thread. While I'm a good enough of a mechanic to run my exhaust into my truck, it's still a secondary choice for me. Charcoal is easier. I won't let this setback stop me from what I'm meant to do.

The hospital would be able to provide me with oxygen and an IV. This headache would go away a lot quicker. Tell them I was grilling on my enclosed porch and they'd know what to do. I've had multiple brain injuries, it's the same protocol every time, and I honestly look forward to the staff doting on me. Pathetic, I know, but it's the only positive care that I receive. My mom comes home tonight so I knew that last night would've been good timing. Hence me needing to go somewhere other than home to do it again. But at least the dogs get to eat twice today.

 

[LMFAO FOCKERS]

I can't get my hands on pure helium.

Nitrogen is better than helium and its accessible from any welding supply store. It's also used to make beer. It can be connected to a supplied air respirator.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...alternative-to-plastic-bag.16691/#post-334895

 

[Thelastanon24]

Nitrogen is better than helium and its accessible from any welding supply store. It's also used to make beer. It can be connected to a supplied air respirator.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...alternative-to-plastic-bag.16691/#post-334895

I'd entertain the idea if I could legitimately get my hands on some. I tried and failed to secure helium but I imagine that the pricing is similar.

 

[Ready124]

The pros of this method: i could mess around with all of it without suspicion. I'm always working on little things on my truck.
The cons? I'm in a sling and won't be able to do much with my dominant hand for months. Everything seems like a dead end right now...



I just tried to get up and feed the dogs and almost fell to my knees from the vertigo. I feel like I've been hit in the head with a sledgehammer. Do you think I should go to the hospital? The quicker I get back to 100% the quicker I can try again.

I just went for a walk when I was able too think the air helped I didn't go hospital but if you think you need too then defo do. That's exactly what it felt like for my felt like my skull was crushing my brain

 

[Thorn]

I'd entertain the idea if I could legitimately get my hands on some. I tried and failed to secure helium but I imagine that the pricing is similar.

Those who are saying CO is dangerous, and those who offer inert gases as a way, are both right. In this case nitrogen then, people have succeeded ctb using this and a face mask, or actually the best for this would be a Russian gas mask.

 

[Strumgewehr]

I'd be scared shitless if I failed the CO. Go give yourself a nice treat and celebrate the fact that you didn't end up brain damaged.

 

[dreamsofdestruction]

the fact that you didn't end up brain damaged.

Actually that's not clear yet.

At one time it was thought that the symptoms of concussion get better not worse after the moment of injury. We know now that symptoms typically do escalate for up to 48 hours. Yet those with brain damage from carbon monoxide poisoning don't just get worse over the first 48 hours, but often the next 48 days. Delayed onset of symptoms has its own label: DNS or Delayed Neurological Sequelae.

Brain Damage from Carbon Monoxide Poisoning - Symptomotology

Brain damage from carbon monoxide is the significant risk factor for long term disability from neuropsychiatric changes in cognition and behavior. Permanent brain damage from CO can occur even in those who have not lost consciousness acutely and whose levels drop quickly when treated in the...

carbonmonoxide.com

 

[Mytimeisup1]

I am sorry that you did not get your intended result. I will be using a short suspension tonight or tomorrow and hope I have everything planned out correctly. I plan on being drunk to help with the initial reaction. Maybe try something different or just go overboard with it. With this their is no such thing as too much, right?

 

[Cheezmam]

Actually that's not clear yet.

Brain Damage from Carbon Monoxide Poisoning - Symptomotology

Brain damage from carbon monoxide is the significant risk factor for long term disability from neuropsychiatric changes in cognition and behavior. Permanent brain damage from CO can occur even in those who have not lost consciousness acutely and whose levels drop quickly when treated in the...

carbonmonoxide.com

That is my biggest fear

 

[Thelastanon24]

Actually that's not clear yet.

Brain Damage from Carbon Monoxide Poisoning - Symptomotology

Brain damage from carbon monoxide is the significant risk factor for long term disability from neuropsychiatric changes in cognition and behavior. Permanent brain damage from CO can occur even in those who have not lost consciousness acutely and whose levels drop quickly when treated in the...

carbonmonoxide.com

Ive already got brain damage and all of the shitty symptoms that come along with it. At this point I don't even care if I end up a vegetable with no brain function.

I am sorry that you did not get your intended result. I will be using a short suspension tonight or tomorrow and hope I have everything planned out correctly. I plan on being drunk to help with the initial reaction. Maybe try something different or just go overboard with it. With this their is no such thing as too much, right?

I wish you the best of luck. I hope you are more successful than I am.

 

[Mytimeisup1]

Ive already got brain damage and all of the shitty symptoms that come along with it. At this point I don't even care if I end up a vegetable with no brain function.


I wish you the best of luck. I hope you are more successful than I am.

I have complete confidence in my journey this time. Thank you and I hope your pain and sorrow ends soon for you.

 

[Dawn0071111]

Teen Allegedly Goaded Into Suicide by Girlfriend Took 20 Minutes to Die: Medical Examiner

It was implied that Michelle Carter would have had plenty of time to call police as her boyfriend Conrad Roy died of carbon monoxide poisoning.

www.insideedition.com

 

[Kingkelly]

all i do is cry i was supposed to be dead now but N didnt work out. An sn isn't reliable. I have these crazy russian benzos that will put me out for days but i cant fail my life wull be ruined

 

[Throwaway9787]

all i do is cry i was supposed to be dead now but N didnt work out. An sn isn't reliable. I have these crazy russian benzos that will put me out for days but i cant fail my life wull be ruined

How did N not work

 

[Kingkelly]

How did N not work

Logistics problem...it got lost in translation.

 

[Donewith_]

all i do is cry i was supposed to be dead now but N didnt work out. An sn isn't reliable. I have these crazy russian benzos that will put me out for days but i cant fail my life wull be ruined

I am sorry to hear that. Hugs
And its good to see you again.