Yeah so, That hodge-podge of KO drugs just ain't gonna cut it. So here's the new plan:
I will be using the Sodium Nitrite + Acid regulator + Antiemetic method instead as my Primary suicide method. I picked it up from the suicide megathread but it's almost a Decade old, I wish they'd update it.
The bathtub will act as a failsafe in that when Hypoxia from the Sodium Nitrite sets in I will be setting up my body in a way that my Head goes under water. A insurance policy if you will. If all SN does is render me unconscious for Hours and then wake up to puke it all out, atleast in this way I can make sure I actually fucking die by including the drowning part.
Yes I'm a bit peeved. And discouraged. And scared. I just don't wanna wake up a Brain damaged zombie with just enough functionality left that I suffer for Years.
I don't want to fail this time.
Please help me make sure this method is fullproof. Thank you.
I will be using the Sodium Nitrite + Acid regulator + Antiemetic method instead as my Primary suicide method. I picked it up from the suicide megathread but it's almost a Decade old, I wish they'd update it.
The bathtub will act as a failsafe in that when Hypoxia from the Sodium Nitrite sets in I will be setting up my body in a way that my Head goes under water. A insurance policy if you will. If all SN does is render me unconscious for Hours and then wake up to puke it all out, atleast in this way I can make sure I actually fucking die by including the drowning part.
Yes I'm a bit peeved. And discouraged. And scared. I just don't wanna wake up a Brain damaged zombie with just enough functionality left that I suffer for Years.
I don't want to fail this time.
Please help me make sure this method is fullproof. Thank you.
