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- Mar 28, 2018
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As you all known up until now I have been promoting and planning on using the 'Ligature Strangulation via Ratchet Strap' method. I have attempted with it several times.
After months of failure I've decided I've had enough. I am going to change to the 'Inert Gas Asphyxiation via Exit Bag' method. Does that mean that Strangulation is a bad method? No. It is quick(30 mins at most), it is cheap, it is simple, it is convenient and it is relatively pain-free(1.5/10) and discomfort-free(2/10).
The reason why I chose to change my method is because the survival instinct with strangulation is strong. The survival instinct is a million things. It is the thing that makes you avoid pain..
Etc My body is not in enough pain nor are there any threaths it can see so the survival instinct is there. If I had been in prison, whole different story. Basically, I'm not desperate enough.(not true)
My mental pain is immense which is why I will ctb 100%. I will do it. I will never stop attempting. My body is designed to control and imprison me. That's why I will trick it. I chose a method so peaceful that the survival instinct will be almost non-existant.
That method is the 'Helium Exit Bag' method. It is completely painless. The most peaceful method in the world. It's literally breathing normally and going to sleep in a peaceful euphoric state. I will leave you with my other post where you can look into this method since I don't want to make this too long.
Anyways, the materials should come in a few days. I will keep you updated and tell you more about it then. This time I believe it will be the end. I am relieved and happy. The only thing keeping me from going insane and bear the burden or everyday life is the fact that I'm going to end my life next week.
Honestly, I'm lucky to be able to use this method. Had I not been, I would've continued with the strangulation.
Link about the 'Inert Gas Exit Bag' method:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/strangulation-and-exit-bag-method.35/
After months of failure I've decided I've had enough. I am going to change to the 'Inert Gas Asphyxiation via Exit Bag' method. Does that mean that Strangulation is a bad method? No. It is quick(30 mins at most), it is cheap, it is simple, it is convenient and it is relatively pain-free(1.5/10) and discomfort-free(2/10).
The reason why I chose to change my method is because the survival instinct with strangulation is strong. The survival instinct is a million things. It is the thing that makes you avoid pain..
Etc My body is not in enough pain nor are there any threaths it can see so the survival instinct is there. If I had been in prison, whole different story. Basically, I'm not desperate enough.(not true)
My mental pain is immense which is why I will ctb 100%. I will do it. I will never stop attempting. My body is designed to control and imprison me. That's why I will trick it. I chose a method so peaceful that the survival instinct will be almost non-existant.
That method is the 'Helium Exit Bag' method. It is completely painless. The most peaceful method in the world. It's literally breathing normally and going to sleep in a peaceful euphoric state. I will leave you with my other post where you can look into this method since I don't want to make this too long.
Anyways, the materials should come in a few days. I will keep you updated and tell you more about it then. This time I believe it will be the end. I am relieved and happy. The only thing keeping me from going insane and bear the burden or everyday life is the fact that I'm going to end my life next week.
Honestly, I'm lucky to be able to use this method. Had I not been, I would've continued with the strangulation.
Link about the 'Inert Gas Exit Bag' method:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/strangulation-and-exit-bag-method.35/