Method up top or down below?

[doctordetritus]

Heavily weighing slitting my wrists versus slitting my throat.

Also actively considering drowning. I am near a body of water where a ton of people have accidentally drowned. Wondering what might be easier, in terms of less pain but also speed.

This might sound monumentally stupid, but was also thinking of choking on peanut butter. It's just such an absurd way to go out, but seems a really fitting end for how gigantically ridiculous everything really is.

Trailing far behind is high-fiving a train, but that just seems really really (did I mention really?) scary.

Thanks all.