Unwilling

[Respitory]

I'm starting to lose all my interests in my previous activities. I cant game or watch YouTube like normal, it just reminds me how I should be studying for the next test, but I cant study because I'm always distracted.

I'm worrying about things that would happen the next day, but the scenarios I'm thinking about are very uncommon and probably never gonna happen.

 

[FreedomInDeath]

Welcome to anxiety.

 

[Respitory]

I thought that too, but I did some online tests, and they all said I was at most partially anixectic

 

[Flippy]

Hi! I know how you feel :-( This is my first post on this forum by the way. Why do you not feel able to enjoy your games or YouTube? I know how rotten it can be when you can't enjoy the things you usually do. It's like your mind is forcing you to endure misery and won't even let you find any distraction. What are you studying are you at university? I've been there when I was so distracted by the misery I couldn't get any of my assignments done and that made things even more stressful. :-/

 

[Respitory]

Hi! I know how you feel :-( This is my first post on this forum by the way. Why do you not feel able to enjoy your games or YouTube? I know how rotten it can be when you can't enjoy the things you usually do. It's like your mind is forcing you to endure misery and won't even let you find any distraction. What are you studying are you at university? I've been there when I was so distracted by the misery I couldn't get any of my assignments done and that made things even more stressful. :-/

I just cant get into it and it just wouldn't be fun. I am studying math, and I would like my education status to stay unknown

 

[Flippy]

I just cant get into it and it just wouldn't be fun. I am studying math, and I would like my education status to stay unknown

Maths! You must be bright to be studying that! I've never really been good at it despite my best efforts! Have you approached anyone where you study about how you have been feeling? It sounds to me that you are suffering with depression as not being able to participate in things you enjoy usually is often a clear sign though I'm no doctor. It sounds very familiar to me. Is there a counselor where you study that you could talk with? You may be able to arrange to do your tests when you are feeling better. It's not easy to perform acedemically if you can't take the time to enjoy your usual hobbies studying must feel very daunting! I've been there myself and I did manage to pass my studies with some help from a counselor and some deadline extensions etc. Maybe you could benefit from those sorts of things too? What games or YouTube channels do you like? I quite like the Angry video game nerd myself! :-) Hope maybe you are feeling a bit better today! Take care!