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holdont1llmay
death/bad girl
- Aug 11, 2024
- 13
I have a long history of suicide attempts, my first one was when I was 5 (I kept trying to strangle myself, silly me) - I've had nasty overdoses on pills one stopping my breathing for a bit , I still have issues thinking at times which I relate to that, I have a gun but its safe guarded at my stepdads place.
Tried to hang myself got pussy and got my tv, stool, and belt taken away. (Forgot to clean up the mess, I'm 18 still live at home)
I'm looking into SN, does it hurt bad? Will it leave a mess? I'm considering just stealing my gun from my stepdad, splatter my brains all over my childhood bedroom but I could imagine my siblings finding me and playing in my blood cause they're young - so would SN be the way to go? How pricey is it? Is there a chance of me failing. I don't know I want my attempt to be perfect.
Tried to hang myself got pussy and got my tv, stool, and belt taken away. (Forgot to clean up the mess, I'm 18 still live at home)
I'm looking into SN, does it hurt bad? Will it leave a mess? I'm considering just stealing my gun from my stepdad, splatter my brains all over my childhood bedroom but I could imagine my siblings finding me and playing in my blood cause they're young - so would SN be the way to go? How pricey is it? Is there a chance of me failing. I don't know I want my attempt to be perfect.